Hello and welcome to this week's episode of Spunky Spirit. I am psychic medium
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Cari Mugz and holy cow today we are going to talk about not being small like
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believing in who you are and expanding and growing and doing all the things
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because it's interesting because first of all I want to give a shout out to my
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spirit circle people. We did our last spirit circle last week and it was
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amazing and I feel like a lot of them like grew and expanded and we talked
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about and I know they listened to the podcast so I'm going to shout out to you
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guys hello I love you thank you for listening but thank you all of you for
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listening actually but I just want to put a shout out to my spirit circle
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people because it was intense and it was fun and so I do have another spirit
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circle coming up in March on March 14th and I think there's like one or two
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spots left for that so if you are in the Idaho Falls area you can come to that I
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will probably hold some spirit circles online eventually but right now we're
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just going to do them in person and I also have a class coming up on March 23rd
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to connect to your spirit guides if you've ever wondered about spirit guides
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or all the information about spirit guides all things spirit guides how to
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connect and we'll be learning on that too so that's I think Saturday March 23rd
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so anyway shout out to my peeps I love you all of you but to the spirit
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circle people I know you listen because you always tell me you do so hello now
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this weekend it was very snowy where I live like our winter was not very it was
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kind of actually kind of nice because it wasn't a lot of snow it wasn't a whole
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bunch of snow it was just kind of springy almost and then this weekend we
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got like dumped on that totally dumped on and so I took the opportunity to read
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some books and I'm if you know me I'm an avid book reader I love to read books I
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love spiritual growth anything self-help all that kind of stuff anything feel
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good and I read Shirley McClain's out on a limb and it was pretty it was pretty
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good I started it a long time ago and kind of stopped in the middle just
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because things got busy and things got crazy but I finished it the rest of it
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this week and I finished the end part was more about the spiritual journey she
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had so if you don't know a lot about sherry mclean she had a very spiritual
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journey she she she is one of those celebrities that will talk in interviews
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about past lives she'll talk about her spiritual journey she'll talk about all
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things spirit and not even give a qualm about it and I love that I love that
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about her and in this book this book out on a limb it was I think in 1980s is
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when it was published and she was in her 40s and she had a huge spiritual
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awakening and it all started with some spiritual mediums and channeling spirit
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mediums that were channeling and then she went on a trip to Peru but what I love
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about this book is it was it is one of the most read books that awaken people
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because I think when people read it they weren't expecting Shirley McClain to to
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talk about spiritual stuff and so a lot of people picked it up not knowing and
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it just kind of woken up a lot of people and if you ask a lot of people who are
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my age or older they'll you ask them when their spiritual awakening was a lot of
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them will say or what their favorite books were a lot of them will say out on
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a limb by Shirley McClain and so what I loved about this is the biggest message
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that she that she kept running into is that to receive the good or receive what
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you need to you have to go on a limb you can't just play it safe you can't just
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hold back and play it safe and also too she talks about in this book she talks
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about how and this is you know this might ruffle some feathers but it's what I
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have known to be true too the divine or source is not something that's outside
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of us God is not something outside of us divine or source in God is something
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that is within us we are part of God we are a part of that entity we are
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eternal we're never ending and we have parts of if you want to say him or her
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inside of us and it's we have that light within us that that's part of the divine
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so I know like some people teach that we're children of God or we're daughters
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of God or sons of God and no we are and I know that this is this is gonna because
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God is eternal and God is majestic and God but God loves us and we are part of
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him just like your kids are part of you it's just who we are it's just how it is
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and so it's just beautiful I think it's beautiful and so a lot of people
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struggle with this concept but it's who we are we have a divine light of Christ
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within us a divine light of of universe the divine light of that we have a
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divine light within us and some people call it you know there is an aura around
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us but there's also like a light within us that is part of our soul and it's
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part of who we are and we are eternal and so we're here to not play it small
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we're here to play it big because we forget who we are we forget how
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powerful we are because there are frequencies or sources that be out there
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that want us to forget they don't want us to remember how powerful we are they
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don't want us to remember that we're part of this divine guidance that we're
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part of because if we knew how powerful we were this world would be completely
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different but we don't we we second guess ourselves and we are in insecure
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about ourselves and that's kind of how these lower frequencies want it because
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when we are like that we're easier to control and so and it's not a conspiracy
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theory it's the truth it's who we are we're so freaking powerful and we have
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forgotten that that God is inside of us God is part of who we are so that's what
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I'm here to remind you of that we we are so much more powerful then then we give
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ourselves credit and we play it small because of fear or we're playing we play
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it small because of what people are gonna think or we play it small because
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we're afraid we're afraid of the success we're afraid that we're gonna fail and
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we are co-creators you are a co-creator with the divine so you can create pretty
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much anything you want to but people get sidetracked on that because they don't
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think they can and they don't believe in themselves and so I'm here to tell you
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to just try it try with small things try with you know this is part of
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manifestation manifest manifesting and co-creating and I'm actually going to if
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you watch my Instagram and you watch my spunky spirit I will this week put out
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a manifesting a manifestation journal or workbook that I will give you for free
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because you I just want to always remind me that you have everything you and I've
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said this I say this all the time all the time you have everything you need
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inside you why because you have the light of Christ you have God's eternal
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light inside you you are part of it's not something outside of you and I don't
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know how many times I can continue to tell you this and tell you this and tell
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you this because because even I like would be
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unconvenant or insecure about things sometimes and and I don't want to say
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even I we all are we all get insecure about things or we all forget who we are
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it's my favorite part of the lanking because I am a big Disney buff if you
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follow me along you know that follow along with me when Mufasa comes back and
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says you when he when Simba supposed to be king and Simba doesn't want to be
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king Simba's playing it small he's hiding he doesn't want to face the facts that
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you know there there was something in his past that happened and he doesn't want
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to face it so he is going to play it small and it's so symbolic because
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Mufasa comes from the sky and says you have forgotten who you are then therefore
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you have forgotten me because this is it made me cry because God is inside of us
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the divine is inside of us so when we forget who we are we forget the divine
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and that's why it's so important for us to be who we authentically are because
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when we authentically love who we are and when we are who who we want to be or
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who we are authentically then we find God so when we look for God outside of us
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it's so much harder than when we look for God when we look for God we find
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ourselves and when we look for ourselves we find God because that's who we're part
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of so I don't care how you think of God is a universal thing a divine thing
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spirit some people call it spirit I call it spirit but it is part of who you are
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and if you are part of that divinity then you can do amazing things we just
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forget how to do it so we're gonna stop playing small and what does that mean
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I'm gonna look at my notes for just a second I mean do you need to level up
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this is different ways of saying stop playing small level up go for it do the
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thing do the damn thing just do it do what you're so scared of doing like
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move forward and go forward because it's not gonna be easy and it is gonna be
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hard but it's because that's part of the journey right that's part of the journey
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so experience life experience it don't just play small like Simba and bugs in
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the jungle like there's just a whole new world out there whole new thing and get
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brave enough to experience get brave enough to go out on that limb to do the
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thing and to remember who you are so I know these are all like cliche sayings
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but they're all so true and you know where they're coming from right you know
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that they're coming from within people who have experienced the scariness of
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staying small or staying small and it doesn't mean to go big my brother says
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go big or go home but it doesn't mean to go big or to level up doesn't mean you
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have to be famous who wants to be famous anymore right like it just means to be
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you and to love your life the way it is and and to enjoy the journey and to know
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that things are gonna be hard sometimes and to embrace the hard embrace the
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suck embrace all of the things I feel like I'm quoting all these things but
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it's just kind of what it is stop I mean just celebrate you celebrate your
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greatness celebrate who you are celebrate your authenticity and when you see
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other people I think a reason why it's kind of scary for us to do it is because
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when we see other people acting out on social media or we see people going out
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on a limb we gotta judge them we do we automatically go oh my gosh I don't know
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if I could be that loud I don't if I could be that person and let them just
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let them do it in fact I think I'm gonna get a tattoo on my wrist that says let
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them just let them let people be who they are it's just because they're trying
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to experience life too and they're trying to go big or go home they're trying to
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celebrate their greatness and when we judge them we're stopping them we're
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creating that and because we judge them we think oh my gosh people are judging us
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right so if I I'm just telling you right now if I were to have like stopped
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doing this mediumship work because of what other people thought I wouldn't be
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here and you wouldn't be listening and I wouldn't have all the claims that I do
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that I've that have helped and have come through their own awakening so go out
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on this limb okay this also means stop chasing people and things that do not
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align with you like just because we think we have to be a certain way or just
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because people say we have to be the certain way it can be what is stopping
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us just like Simba thought he had to be like Pumba and Timon he had to eat bugs
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and he had to just kind of Hakuna Matata and just be no worries which is great
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but you can't grow and expand Hakuna Matata wise like you can you can Hakuna
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Hakuna Matata mostly means that you can grow and expand but not worry about it
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because you know God's got you you know you've got you you're aligned with what
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your purpose is but Simba was playing it small in the jungle and he was eating
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bugs and he thought he was like a warog or a whatever a mere cat the timbo that
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Timon was and so he was playing a very small and he was he was chasing
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something he didn't even really know he didn't have a purpose right he didn't
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know what he wanted to do he just knew that he was Hakuna Matata being
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every day and not having a purpose which is fine sometimes sometimes it's okay
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to rest I'm not saying you can't rest and I'm not saying you can't take days in
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the jungle and just debugs but I'm saying that sometimes you forget who you
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are and you forget your purpose and sometimes you don't even know your
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purpose right because we don't have one we have multiple purposes my purpose for
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when I was five is completely different from when I was 20 and had four kids well
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I was actually 28 and had four kids or my purpose back then when I was 28 and
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had four kids and being a single mom sometimes was completely different
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than now my purpose now is completely different so we all have different
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purposes and just because you can't figure it out right now sometimes it's
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just that we don't it can be something so small and I think that people think
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that their purpose has to be gigantic and huge and it doesn't it can just be
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small right now it can just be just be as a mom you can just be or as a grandma
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you can just be that person for those kids right so just find out what brings
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you joy what brings you happiness now and go for that do that purpose and
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Simba while he liked Takuna Matatang in the jungle he always knew he was made
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for something greater he knew that there was something more and Nala came to
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remind him that and Mufasa came to remind him that so stop chasing what is
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not for you what does not bring you joy it's easy to rest or relax but at the
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end of the day when you find disc discomfort it's because you're not
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growing if you're stagnant and you're not growing you become depressed you
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become sad you become stuck and so we're always expanding always expanding and
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even though it can be uncomfortable and even though it can be hard we're always
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expanding and there's always ancestors and spirits guiding us and directing us
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while we're expanding we're not doing it alone and I think that's another fear is
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we think that we're doing it alone but just like with Simba Mufasa was always
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there ancestors were always there watching watching over him and helping
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him even though not in physical form but in spirit and just because we can't see
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it doesn't mean it doesn't exist so I'm telling you heaven is not a place heaven
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is a frequency your loved ones and ancestors are guiding and directing you
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during this journey you just can't see them okay and it doesn't have to be all
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at once you can take baby steps just tiny baby steps because it's so hard to
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just bite off eat the whole elephant right all of it at once just do little
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baby steps so if you just do little tiny things every day to go towards whatever
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brings you joy then or just even like Google okay what would happen if I wanted
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to take this trip or what would happen if I wanted to go into this or what would
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happen if I wanted to build this home or what if I wanted to go into this career
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if you just kind of start putting it out there you're gonna start kind of
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creating it with your with the divine and also do you have to believe in you
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you can't just be like oh that's I could never do that that's not something I
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could do I always used to say all the time I could never public speak but then
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I started to do stuff like this and now it's I'm not the best at it and I have
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my ADHD brain going all the time but I do it and it does it does fulfill me
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because I couldn't do this podcast if I couldn't do it right be vulnerable you
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can't grow and expand and you can't play big if if you're not vulnerable and
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that's where it gets hard to because we're so worried about what people are
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gonna think of us when we're vulnerable and you know what who cares who the F
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cares right who cares just be vulnerable be you because we can't be authentic if
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we're not vulnerable we can't it's just something that we have to put ourselves
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out on a limb I just keep going back to her book put yourself out on a limb go
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out on a limb but also to be accountable be accountable for your stuff right be
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accountable for you I you know there are lots of reasons we do things and there
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are lots of but own it own own why you do things own when you make mistakes own
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who you are own it nobody's perfect everybody makes mistakes especially
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when they stop playing small when you go big you become vulnerable and you play
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big and you go out on a limb and you take all of the risk but without risk
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there's no magic so just do the thing do the thing that you want to do right but
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be accountable for your actions don't blame on anybody else don't blame it on
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lower frequencies don't blame it on curses I believe in those things and
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they can happen but you know what only if you let them and only if you have that
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choice so if you go to an energy place and they tell you how you have all these
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then get rid of them get rid of not the energy people but if they tell you have
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lower frequencies around you then choose to not let them be around you choose to
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not do the things that invite those things in make a choice you have a choice
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you always have a choice also to be willing to choose yourself expansion
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only comes when you choose yourself and we struggle with this because we think
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that choosing ourself is selfish especially women we think that if we
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choose ourselves that we are being selfish and that is so not true because
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you are here for your journey you can co-create and you can create other
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people and but you honestly at the end of the day when those kids grow up and
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they're 50 years old they really have no obligation to you they really don't and
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you don't have any obligation to your parents and they don't have any and you
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just because we're we're born in this culture where we feel like we have
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obligation to people we really don't we can do whatever we want now I would add
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that we don't hurt people onto that but we also can create boundaries and we can
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also live our lives fully to the fullest but it's hard when other people
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especially family members don't don't what is it called they don't not enjoy
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but they don't agree with your life choices it's really not for them to
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agree on right so you do you because that's how you go big that's how you
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live your divine light that's how you make your light brighter that's how you
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shine the hell out of the place is you do you now and focus on you focus focus on
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you because you can you know if you feel you know if you are in a path and you
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want to help people that's totally fine because that's who you are that's your
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purpose and that's what you're focusing on but always fill up your cup to always
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where your oxygen mask to because nothing is gonna be worse than you going to the
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other side and saying I did all this for because you know service is great and
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service is how you help people but I do service to people I do readings for
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people I help people awaken I do this podcast I kind of open people's minds I
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let them know that their answers are with them but I sure as hell focus on me
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now because I used to not and I got sick and I got worn out and I almost had to
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quit doing what I was doing and I got a tumor and so now it's that game has
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completely changed and now I focus on me and I am the first one that I have to
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take care of because if I don't take care of me I can't take care of you and
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so and I can't take care of my kids and I can't take care of my grandkids so I do
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what brings me joy and I'm ready to play big so and that doesn't mean
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everything to everybody success means different for everybody right for me it's
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just helping people and helping people be aware and having people be seen it
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doesn't mean and people want to be famous or people want to be well known it
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just means that there's a domino effect I always always go back to Sam Beckett on
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quantum leap when he just helps one person at a time and sometimes that's
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all you can do and sometimes that person's you so go big or go home baby
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that's what I say that's what I say so this is for a reminder for you to play
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it big stop playing small you're you have you are divinely guided by like the
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most high God and so remember that and remember this is the biggest thing that
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you have everything you need already inside of you because you know who's
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inside of you your creator I love you guys so much please check out all of my
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things that are coming up I do have spirit circles coming up I do have a
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class coming up I'm also going to be doing some more stuff in April my event
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for March did sell out but I'm gonna be kind I'm gonna be doing more so because
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I'm gonna go big so I love you guys and I'll talk to you later
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