Hello and welcome to this episode of Spunky Spirit.
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I am psychic medium Cari Mugz.
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And today's episode, we are going to talk about miracles.
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There's some awesome things that happened to me
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over Mother's Day weekend and I wanted to share them with you.
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I just, usually I'm pretty secretive about this stuff,
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but I just figured, you know what,
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if I'm a psychic medium, my people are gonna wanna know
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about some of the stories or some of the cool things
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that happened to me.
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So this today, we're gonna talk about miracles
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and some of the things that happened over the weekend
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that I loved, loved, loved, loved,
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that tells you that your ancestors are with you all the time.
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And sometimes even though they can't get involved
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or they can't change things, they are with you
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and they're gonna help you through it.
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So yes, thank you everybody who was there when I got,
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who left me messages, left me prayers,
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sent me messages about my surgery on my tumor right here.
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It's in my cheek.
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It is, they got it out, they also took out the tooth.
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They were super thorough because if they leave any type of,
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any cell from that tumor assist in my, in my cheek,
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then it will come back again.
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But they did remove the whole tooth this time,
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if there was using the tooth as a base.
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So I feel good, I feel amazing, it's not as crazy.
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I mean, it's been a crazy journey.
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Let's just say that.
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Let's just say it's been a crazy journey
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and I would be lying if I didn't say
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that I had seen some spirit,
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some of spirit take a hand in all of it too
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because things happened for reasons.
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This thing happened, things happened at certain times
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and I can see how it all kind of played in together.
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And sometimes when we don't see the big picture
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and we don't understand what's happening
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and we're in it when we're in the thick of it
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and we're in the middle of it in the journey,
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it can seem so hard.
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But then when we get to the end goal or the end game
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and we look back and we think, wow,
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that's what happened and that's why this happened.
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I remember doing that during my divorce.
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I remember in the thick of it, it was a mess
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and it was horrible and I cried daily
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and it was just awful.
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And then, and I didn't ever think I would see
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an end game in it.
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I didn't understand how it was going to end,
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but you have to remember spirit or God
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or your ancestors or your loved ones,
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they see the end game.
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They understand how it's gonna end
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and they help you get to point A from point B
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and it's not a straight line.
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It's like all over the place.
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So what I have noticed with this tumor
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is that I did have a pretty set on anxiety.
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I would, so normally my anxiety was, okay,
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I have anxiety but not near to the effect
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that it would like consume me
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or it would, God, I don't even know how,
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like consume me.
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Like it was every day, like I had tools
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and I had ways that I could get around it,
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but recently with this tumor for some reason,
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I don't know if it's all the toxins
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or everything that are going in
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or just the fact that there's just stuff going on
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in your body, 'cause your body's just significantly
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important and spirit and body have to combine to,
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and luckily my readings weren't ever affected.
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My readings were actually really spot on
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and better than ever and so that was a great thing
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because I think if my readings would have been affected,
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it would have been that much more,
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that much more like hard anyways.
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So just remember, miracles are everywhere
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and I, you know, during it, I thought this was tough
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and it was tough and now I see the end game
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and I see how much it did push me
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and how much it did close down my clairvoyance
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and I had to use other ways to communicate with spirit.
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I had to use my Claricentiant
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and I had to use that which is my feeling
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and I had to use my Claricognizance
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which is my knowing and my hearing
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and my taste and my smell.
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I had to use all of that because my clairvoyance
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was kind of shut down for a little bit
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and it made me have more gratitude for my clairvoyance
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which is awesome and it made me,
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it was like, it's kind of like with your physical senses,
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if you have, if you lose your hearing
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or you lose your sight or you can't speak,
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you depend on your other senses
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and that's kind of what happened
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when this tumor thing started happening
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and I, each time I go in and I think,
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oh, I gotta do this for my business,
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this for my business, this for my business
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and I go gung-ho and then this tumor shows up
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and it's kind of like spirit saying, trust us.
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We know you have all these plans
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and we know you have all this stuff that you wanna do
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but trust the journey, trust.
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And I've been seeing lots of tortoises or turtles as signs
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and I know it's because spirit is telling me to slow down,
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slow down and let them take,
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let them do what they need to do.
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I've done the work, I've done where I,
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I'm right where I need to be.
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Does that mean I'm done?
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No, it means that for right now I am
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and now it's time for me to slow down
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and let spirit take control of how they want this to work too
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because it is mine and I get to make plans
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and I get to help people but spirit is also
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kind of my partner in this
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and we've been in it together
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and when I say spirit, I do mean God or the universe
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and when I do say spirit with the capital S is God,
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the universe, all of us, one, the creator.
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When I say spirit in with a small capital letter,
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I mean with a small letter, it means your spirit,
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we all have spirits within us, right?
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And they come from the creator, so that's what I mean.
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So spirit kind of has my guides.
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They have a certain way or a way that I'm supposed to go
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and even though I have my free agency,
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they like to help because what I do helps
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or have other people involved.
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And so I can't, if I'm doing spirits or God's work,
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it has to be sacred and loving and coming from a good place
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because if I do it in a wrong place
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or I do it in a scary or lower frequency place,
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then spirit doesn't want to have anything to do with it.
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Does that, I hope that makes sense.
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So the cool thing that happened to me
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for Mother's Day this weekend.
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So Mother's Day has always been really hard for me
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and I don't know why.
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It's just because I think in the past, I've never really,
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I mean, I just, my kids are great and they celebrate it
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and I do get flowers and it's fun
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and the kids come and visit, but I, and I do have,
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I mean, I do see my mom, I send, you know,
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text messages to her.
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So it's not like it's a terrible, a terrible thing.
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It's just that sometimes it's always like a hit and miss.
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Sometimes your kids acknowledge you
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and sometimes they don't and so every year is different, right?
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And when they're little kids,
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it just depends on the season you're in.
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So if you're in a season with little kids,
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you probably don't get very much
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unless the dad's really on top of things.
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But then if you're a single mom,
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you don't have a dad that can do that,
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then, you know, the kids will do their best.
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And not always, sometimes just Mother's Day is just,
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just a mother's, it's just the same day with, with flowers.
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I don't know how to explain it.
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I do actually love Mother's Day.
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My kids are good about it,
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but sometimes there's just this, I think this year,
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the reason why it was kind of a,
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not a dread fulfilling, but a dread to me
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is because it was on May 12th.
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And May 12th is 25 years ago to that day,
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my dad passed away of cancer, of lung cancer.
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And it's so weird every year that May 12th comes up
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because I think how much has changed
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and when do I get to the point where he's been gone longer
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than I have been, than I was with him.
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So my brother's reached that point.
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My brother was 23 when my dad passed
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and it's my dad's been gone for 25 years.
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So my dad's actually been gone longer
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than my brother lived on earth with him.
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I'm getting there.
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I was 28 when my dad passed and I am now,
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and he's been gone for 25 years.
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So in a couple years, we will reach that,
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we will pass that milestone
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where I have been on earth without him longer
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than I was when I, and it's kind of weird to think about that
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because he was such a significant part of my life growing up.
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Kyle, I was gonna so get through this without crying.
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25 years, he was in my life, right?
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And then, I mean, 28 years, he was in, had every day.
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I'd see him every day until I got married,
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but I'd still see him every week.
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Like he was such a significant part of my life.
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I'd call my mom every day, talk to my dad.
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And now it's like I've gone 25 years
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without even hearing his voice or without seeing him,
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but I know he is around me spiritually.
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I know that he is.
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And I've told stories in my past episodes,
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my podcast, a Christmas one where he lit the fireplace,
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not the fireplace, he lit the Christmas tree for me
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on my birthday.
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And so there's just been, but after 25 years,
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you, I mean, there's been a lot of different,
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or circumstances that I know he has shown up for me.
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But 25 years is a long time.
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And you get to the point where you think,
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oh, dad's around, or you see little things,
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I'm like, there's dad.
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But when your family starts to go through some tough stuff,
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when your own kids have to go through some tough things,
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things that you wanna take away from them.
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When they start having kids and everybody's,
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my tumor, that's fine.
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If I, to me, it's like that is a me thing.
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And if I, I can handle it, right?
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Like I can handle it.
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But when things start happening to your kids
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or your loved ones that you wanna just take away from them,
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that's when it gets hard.
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And that's when I noticed my dad.
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So we had something similar to that this week.
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And I'm not gonna give a lot of information
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just because of privacy of my children,
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but I do want you to know everything's okay.
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And it's so funny because okay to us
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and okay to spare are two different things,
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but it is gonna be a hard road
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for some of our family members,
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but it's gonna be okay.
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And so, but we were trying to come to terms with that
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this last through the tumor
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and through this other thing that was going on.
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And I kid you not, my dad showed up so strongly
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during this whole thing
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because he shows up here and there
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through the last 25 years
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and I could count on one hand
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how many times he's actually just been so adamant
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about him being there.
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And this week was kind of like that.
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And Mother's Day was a little hard
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just because one of my kids
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is kind of going through some issues.
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And it was my dad's 25 year anniversary
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and it was just kind of an emotional day.
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And so I woke up and I wanted to go do a morning thing.
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I know my kids were gonna come over later,
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but I wanted to go for a drive
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and I wanted to go see my dad's headstone.
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And I just really felt like he was around
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and I could just feel like the last couple of days
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he was giving me signs that he was around
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because I was really struggling
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with watching one of my kids go through some stuff.
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Remind you, I mean, remind you it's good,
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but as it was happening, we didn't know.
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So I, that morning kind of just told my husband
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I wanna go for a drive.
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My dad used to take us on drives all the time.
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That's where I feel spirit.
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That's where I feel rest.
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That's where I feel, I wanna be out in the country.
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I wanna go where the trees are.
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I wanna, I'm such a tree forest person.
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I like the ocean, but you give me any kind of forest
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and I'll be there 100%.
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And so we went on a drive up to my dad's headstone
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and he lives a little farther out.
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That's about a 30 minute drive.
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And it is covered in trees and it was just the most,
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it was the most beautiful thing.
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But before I had told my husband that I wanted to go,
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I had mentioned I wanna do something this morning
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before all the kids come from Mother's Day.
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And I went to go get in the shower
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and just a week ago, we changed out all the light bulbs
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in my mirror, my vanity mirror,
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because some of them were yellow
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and some of them were white, bright white.
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And it was weird.
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It looked like when I was putting on my makeup at work,
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it looked like there was like shadows all over
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because so I was like, we have to change these light bulbs
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because it looks ridiculous.
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And I can't see, like I'm seeing all these shadows
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on my face and this part of my face looks tan
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and this part looks white.
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So we just had changed all of light bulbs,
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all brand new, all brand new light bulbs
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and about a week ago.
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And so I go to get in the shower
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and as soon as I get in the shower,
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all the lights, all those,
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and there's like six or seven, just start flickering.
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Like I thought my husband was playing a trick on me.
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They were like going off and on at all different times.
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It wasn't like someone was switching the lights.
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It was like, it was like a little light show.
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It was a little light show.
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And I was like, what the heck is going on?
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And I was thinking, Kerry,
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you tell people all the time in readings, all the time.
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One of the ways that they'll get to you
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or they'll talk to you is they'll flicker lights.
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They play with electricity.
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And this wasn't one of the normal ways
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that my dad would come through.
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And so I was like, where's the moose?
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Where, well, he can't bring a moose into my bathroom, right?
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So I get out as soon as I step out of the shower,
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they stop, they completely stop.
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My husband comes in, I'm like,
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did you come in and play with the lights?
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Or did you come in and flicker the lights?
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He's like, no.
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I said, okay, I want to go visit my dad today.
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I want to go visit his headstone.
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And my husband was like, okay, let's go.
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So as soon as my husband walks out of the room,
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the lights start flickering again.
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And I know that this is, I know that this is my dad.
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So we drive out there, it is the most beautiful drive.
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And I start to feel relaxed.
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And I just know that everything's gonna be okay.
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And my kids have their appointment
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to figure out everything the day after Mother's Day,
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which was Monday.
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And then I go to, we sit there at my dad's headstone.
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And all of a sudden I see all these ladybugs
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all over my dad's headstone.
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And I'm like, okay, Gary, you know,
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ladybugs are assigned too.
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Who's showing you ladybugs?
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And it's my grandma.
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And it's not my dad's mom.
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It's my mom's mom.
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And she was a nurse and she was a healer.
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And I was actually, I really am sad to say this,
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but I was actually closer to my dad's mom.
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And I was visiting my dad.
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So I assumed, even though this grandma is also,
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it's so weird because this grandma,
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my mom's mom is buried by my dad,
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but my dad's mom is not buried by him.
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So my mom's family must have bought all the plots.
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And there are ladybugs everywhere, ladybugs everywhere.
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And I at first thought,
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oh, that's gonna be my grandma, my dad's mom.
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And I just had this feeling, no, it's not.
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Then I went over to the next headstone,
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which was my grandma's and grandpa's.
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And there was a ladybug on her headstone.
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And then, and I feel so bad that I didn't know this,
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but there is a meaning.
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So if you follow me enough,
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you know that one of my clients passed away
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and his birthday was February 26.
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And that's how he messages me
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or that's how he lets me know he's around
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or that's how he lets me know his family's coming
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or that's, he likes to help with my business stuff.
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And I think it's because he likes to help
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with my business stuff because he wants to help,
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because I helped his family when he passed.
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And so he wants to,
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I feel like he feels like he likes to help,
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he likes business anyways,
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but I feel like he likes to help.
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So a lot of times, I'll see 226.
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And if you've listened to my Oogie Boogie podcast
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about getting tickets to Oogie Boogie,
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you know all the story, you know how it came into play
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and how at the very time that I got the tickets,
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I saw 226.
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And so I was like, okay, grandma, if this is you,
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I need, I need, oh, sorry, I need a sign.
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And I went to the front part of my grandma's headstone
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and her birthday, I cannot believe,
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I did not know this.
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The only reason I know my other grandma's birthday
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is because it was right the day
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after my youngest child was born.
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And my grandma's birthday was February 26, 226.
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And I knew right then that my grandma, my mom's mom,
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is the one that's watching over this,
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that's watching over my children going through this.
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And my dad is here and my grandma, my grandma is here.
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And it's not the grandma that I expected.
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And so sometimes we know, we think we see these signs,
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but we don't know who it is.
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So you need to ask them, if you're seeing these signs,
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if you're seeing the pennies.
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And so if you're seeing any of the signs,
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you need to ask who it is because I did, I asked.
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And my grandma showed me it was her.
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And then I said, okay, if this is my grandma,
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if this is my grandma, Pernu,
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'cause that's, this is my grandma, Pernu,
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then I wanna know how my grandma being in talks to me.
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And which is my dad's mom.
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And we went, me and my husband left,
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and I just had this feeling that everything's gonna be okay.
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Everything's gonna be okay.
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Doesn't mean it's gonna be easy, it's just gonna be okay.
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And so we go to the first place we go to is the store.
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And as I'm walking in, I see these pennies.
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And pennies are from my grandma, my grandma being him.
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So I know that both my grandmas are watching over me.
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And both, and my dad, and my dad.
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So my dad, I know that they're taking care of this.
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I know that they know it's just a validation to them,
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to me, to know that they know I'm going to,
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I was going through this tumor thing.
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They know I was going through this anxiety thing.
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They know it's been really hard.
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And they know that my child is also going through
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something really hard right now.
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And even though they can't make it, I'll go away.
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They know that just knowing that they're with us
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makes it so much bearable because we know we're not alone.
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And miracles happen all the time.
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We don't think that they do anymore.
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We don't think that they're, 'cause they have to be big
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and they have to be awesome
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and they have to be this big blown out thing.
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And they can be really little tiny things,
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really tiny things like the miracle that I just happened
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to find the tumor or a miracle that you just happened
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to be at a certain place at a certain time.
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Miracles happen all the time.
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And what my children are going through right now
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is it's gonna be hard.
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It didn't go away.
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It's not easy, peasy, lemon, squeezy,
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but there's a plan and there's a way
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and there's a trust and there's prayers
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and there's a, it wasn't a,
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this is never gonna happen type of thing.
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It wasn't like the worst news ever.
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It was a hopeful thing.
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And I know that my dad and my two grandmas
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are helping us get through this
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or helping our family get through this.
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And it's not just me, you guys.
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If stuff like this is happening to you,
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if stuff like this is happening,
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especially this last month, it's been hard.
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It even carried connects.
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The card was trust.
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Trust your ancestors, trust spirit,
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trust that it's gonna be okay.
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And spirit's okay is different than ours,
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but trust that the bigger picture,
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the big, big picture that we don't see
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because we're in the middle of the journey
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is gonna be okay.
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And so these little miracles,
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a lot of times people would just take a shower
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and just be like, oh my gosh,
00:21:08,740 --> 00:21:10,260
we must not have put the light bulbs in right
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because they're flickering.
00:21:11,540 --> 00:21:12,780
Oh my gosh, there's a lot of ladybugs
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on my dad's headstone.
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Oh my gosh, there's more ladybugs
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on my grandma's headstone.
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And oh my gosh, the same birthday
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that this other spirit talks to me
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is the same birthday as my grandma's birthday.
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That's a huge, like, what are the odds of that?
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That this stranger that was a client,
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that I have this relationship with his family now,
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has the same birthday.
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Out of all the days in the year,
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has the same birthday of my grandma,
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and I didn't even realize it until Mother's Day.
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So there's just all these things,
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and these things don't just happen for me, you guys,
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just because I'm a medium.
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These things happen to you guys all the time.
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You just haven't been trained to see them.
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You don't know who you see them.
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You just go take a shower and think,
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oh my gosh, there's something wrong with the light bulbs.
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Oh my gosh, look at all those ladybugs
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that are on the headstone.
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Oh my gosh, that's so crazy.
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My grandma's birthday is February 26th.
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And oh my gosh, look at all these pennies
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I just found as I asked for them,
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but they just showed up.
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So be aware of what's going on,
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because miracles happen every day.
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In fact, it makes me wanna play that song,
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Miracles Happen from that one show,
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The Princess Diaries, that Anne Hathaway was on,
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Miracles Happen.
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And so this particular child that has been struggling
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with this thing that's been going on in our family
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with one of their own children,
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I do readings for my children every year
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at the beginning of the year, I do a card pull.
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I have to because I'm their mom
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and sometimes my mediumship intuition
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will interfere with mother's intuition.
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And so I always have to do a card pull for them
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to make sure that I'm pulling in the right information.
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And then I use my intuition too.
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So I did kind of say, oh my gosh,
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it's just funny how things happen because I'll call things,
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I'll be like, oh, this is gonna happen
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and my kids will be like, no,
00:23:07,380 --> 00:23:08,260
but then it does happen, it's pretty funny.
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But this year, for this specific child,
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we'd pulled a card for each month,
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but then, and I did see that,
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there would be a certain time in the year
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that we're just gonna be really, really hard.
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And then at the end of the reading,
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we pull another card and put it in the center
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and that's the main focus of the year.
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So each month you have a different card for each month
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and the focus on that month,
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but then at the end you have a card
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that's focused on the year.
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And her card was miracles.
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So I want you to remember, God has not forgotten you,
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your ancestors have not forgotten you
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and they are with you all the time.
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So be aware of your surroundings and be aware
00:24:00,580 --> 00:24:03,740
that miracles happen all the time.
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And sometimes when they can't,
00:24:06,260 --> 00:24:07,660
it's because their hands are tied.
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There are universal laws that our ancestors have to follow
00:24:09,820 --> 00:24:14,340
and there are experiences that we have to experience.
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But if their hands are not tied
00:24:18,340 --> 00:24:23,980
and they can make changes for you,
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I 100% promise you that they do.
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And they bring blessings forward
00:24:29,060 --> 00:24:31,180
and they love you and they help you and they guide you.
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And I want you to, for this week,
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I know that Carrie connects the word is trust,
00:24:38,260 --> 00:24:41,260
but I also want you to trust and trust in miracles
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because they exist and they don't have to be big things
00:24:45,460 --> 00:24:47,940
like parting the sea.
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They can be little tiny things in your life.
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And I want you to start noticing them.
00:24:52,260 --> 00:24:54,620
Little tiny things, finding pennies, finding ladybugs,
00:24:54,620 --> 00:24:58,300
lights flickering.
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I want you to look every day for a miracle
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and thank God and thank your ancestors when you see them.
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So I love you guys.
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And one day when all of this,
00:25:10,220 --> 00:25:11,980
when everybody knows about it and all of, I'll tell you,
00:25:11,980 --> 00:25:14,500
I'll tell you what this is,
00:25:14,500 --> 00:25:15,820
but right now it's kind of a private thing
00:25:15,820 --> 00:25:17,420
that the family's dealing with.
00:25:17,420 --> 00:25:18,380
And if you guys know me, I am kind of a private person.
00:25:18,380 --> 00:25:20,980
And so I promise you it will come out.
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And if there's any other miracle stories
00:25:23,520 --> 00:25:25,180
that come with it, I will tell you
00:25:25,180 --> 00:25:26,420
because I am going to start telling you
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my experiences more as a psychic medium
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because even though I'm pretty secretive,
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I feel like it's your right to know.
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It's your right to know some of the things
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that happen in life.
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It happens in a day-to-day life for psychic medium.
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So I love you guys so much.
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I don't think I have anything going on this week
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except for my event.
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It's on the 16th.
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It's already sold out,
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but I am going to sit down tomorrow
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and I'm going to plan out some more events
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now that this tumor has gone again.
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So there will be more events coming up end of May,
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part of June, classes on some of the June Saturdays.
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So be prepared for that and lots of events.
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And I love you guys.
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I mean it.
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I so mean it.
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I know I wouldn't be here without you.
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So I love it.
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I love you and I mean it.
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And I know you have everything
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that you possibly need already inside you.
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And I will see you guys next week.
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And thank you for being so patient with me.
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