Hello, Spunksters, and welcome to this week's episode of Spunky Spirit.
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I am psychic medium Cari Mugz.
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And this week, we are going to talk about, it's kind of been a while.
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I feel like it's been a little bit, but we are back to normal schedule.
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We're back to our normal schedule of every week.
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I'm going to try really hard to get it every week.
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It's been kind of crazy this summer, but we're going back to an every week podcast episode.
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But this week, this week was crazy because this week I went to Phenomicon in Vernal,
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Utah by Skinwalker Ranch.
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And also I had some amazing experiences with my granddaughter Nelly being born.
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And also with Carrie Kenex card last week, it all kind of combined.
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So I'm going to kind of tell you about that and it's going to be way fun.
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So first off, Nelly was born on Wednesday, last Wednesday.
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And if you guys don't know, she has a heart defect called tautology of phyllo.
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So her valves are not working correctly and she is going to need open heart surgery.
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And they didn't know if she was going to need it when she was first born or if she could
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prolong the surgery.
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And so the best case scenario is that she can prolong the surgery until she's three
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or six months old when she's a little bit older.
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And it worked out that everything she was born and her heart is good, her oxygen is
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good.
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So they just have to keep a really strong eye on her for the next six months.
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And hopefully between the next three and six months she will go in for open heart surgery.
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But as of now, she's good.
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Everything's good.
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Her oxygen is good.
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Her heart's being good.
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It's like she's just like a normal baby.
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It's really interesting because in the past babies who have been born with tautology,
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they didn't know.
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So I mean, I'm so congratulations to me, but I'm excited that the new medical technology
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makes it so where so these parents know before the baby's born and we can watch for these
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things because before babies, they would know that these babies had tautology and they would
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find out later if the child started to have symptoms or sometimes even in some cases pass
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over.
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So she was born on Wednesday.
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We drove up Wednesday night, stayed the night and stayed with them Thursday day.
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And we got to see her.
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She was only five pounds point six ounces and it was beautiful.
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It was a beautiful experience and it was, I've been really, really worried about the
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whole thing.
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So this is why it's so cool.
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So on the way to Utah or all week long, I have been seeing gateway signs, which is so
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crazy because last week's card was for Kerry Kenex was gateway and it was to that there
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was a miracle.
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There was something amazing going to happen or you were going to step into who you are
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or it was going to be an amazing experience this week.
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And so on the way to Utah, I kept seeing gateway express as a gas station or the gate to like
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different signs would have gate, gate, gate, gate.
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And then of course all of the mountains will usually from I don't fall to Utah.
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You don't see a lot of the mountain landscapes like that was on the gateway card, but on
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the way home from Vernal tons and tons.
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So anyways, on the way there saw so many signs.
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So Thursday we went to the first night of Phenomicon and I went to a medium ship reading
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gallery and I went to, now if you don't know what a gallery is, it's when a bunch of people
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go like 30 or 40 people go and the medium does lots of different readings.
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And this medium was has been on the one with Kesha.
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She's been on a few shows that are on the travel channel and her name is Sarah Lemos.
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And she was, and I wanted to watch because she's been on some shows and you know, just
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like with Cindy Kesa, I wanted to take a class with Cindy.
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So I have been starting to do galleries too.
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And so I kind of just wanted to get, you know, just ideas, see if I'm, see if I'm wearing
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to be, if I need to add more things or just kind of measure where I need to be.
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And I didn't expect a reading at all.
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So that day we got there, right, we just kind of went and checked out the events and the
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vendors and most of everything had already taken place.
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All the speakers had already taken place and all, but there was a little tattoo shop and
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so right was one of the vendors.
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And so I got a little hard to do if you're watching, you can see it on my wrist.
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There's lots of reasons I've got, I got this because one, this, there's a story about my
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youngest little girl who when she went to school, if you haven't read the kissing hand, I would
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kiss my hand and I would kiss her, her hand.
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So when she missed me at school, she could put it on her cheek.
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My oldest daughter does this with her grandson, with my, with her son.
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She draws a heart on his wrist and hers.
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So it kind of did that plus it was the heart for Nelly and it symbolized Nelly.
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So this to me symbolized my children and my grandchildren.
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So that night we went to the reading, the gallery reading by Sarah Lemmos and I did
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not fully, I did not expect a reading at all.
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I just was there to kind of, I just wanted everybody else to get their messages and you
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know, it's so weird being on the other side of readings because I do readings every day
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and it's so interesting and I've been kind of struggling with all of the stuff that's
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going on in our family and doing these readings and kind of like, what's my next step?
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Where do I go from here?
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And I've actually been having some health issues because I've been having some issues
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with vertigo and I really think it's because of the stress and because of the gift.
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I, you know, tell people all the time that this thing, this gift can make me tired.
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It can make me, I kind of feel like some, you know, might appear there, the nasal cavities,
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all of that stuff, the tumor, all of it kind of has to go with, I feel part of what I do.
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I have a gut feeling that it's all kind of combined and so I've been struggling with
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vertigo. In fact, two weekends ago I was actually in the ER because I had severe vertigo and
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couldn't get on top of it. So anyways, it's been so crazy and so we go to this reading,
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this gallery reading and the first person that comes through is my dad. She says there's
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a man named William, Bill. She kind of starts talking. There's two people in the gallery
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that have a father figure that passed that was named William or Bill, but she kind of
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talks a little bit more and I kind of like, okay, I think this is my dad. I think this
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is my dad. So then we get to, yes, it's my dad and she says, does he have two kids?
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Like her reading setup is, the way she does her readings is very similar to mine. So I've
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gone to other mediums and we like, we have different, it's fun to go to other mediums,
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not to measure or compare, but just to see, I just want to make sure I'm on the same wavelength
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or I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing or that I have quality readings, that I'm
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doing quality readings and me and hers are kind of similar. We read kind of similarly
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and during this, so my dad came through and which was kind of amazing because I don't
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usually receive the readings and they're usually the one giving the readings. So it was kind
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of interesting, but at the end, I mean, she kind of like validated some things about my
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dad, which is awesome, but at the end she said, are there health issues? And at first I was
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like, yes, but I didn't know if he was talking about Nelly or if he was talking about me
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because of the vertigo. I assumed he was talking about Nelly and she said they're going to
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be okay. And then at the end of her little readings, her little gallery readings, she
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gives a little to everybody who gets a reading, she gives a little stone to which I thought
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was so cool. And if I get her permission, I might start copying that too because I just
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think that that was interesting and it's a little fight, the reading for me was so cool.
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And she handed me my little stone, it was a little heart, which totally went with Nelly,
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which totally went with my tattoo. And so it was awesome because to me it's solidified
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that the tattoo, my dad was with me, my dad was watching over me. And not that I didn't
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think that he was, but it's just it helps that because I went in there with no expectation
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at all. I was actually there to learn this was a this was a job for me. This was I was
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there to learn. So it was the most and then it kind of hit me too, because sometimes I
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always wonder if I'm doing the right thing if I'm really actually helping people if this
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is really helping people. Is it a good thing? Do I keep going? And so at that moment, I
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realized this is what I do every day. I help people get this feeling I help people to I
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help people to know that their loved ones are around them and it's going to be okay.
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And so it was like a rebirth for me. It was like, okay, I what I am doing does affect
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people. It helps people and I want to continue to do that. I don't want to. I mean, all about
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it is just I don't want to hurt people. I want to help them and I help them with their
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spiritual experiences, help them with their spiritual growth, help them to have closure,
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help them to find their loved ones. So anyways, it was it was really cool and it helped me
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see the other side of what people people get or people and I've had readings before. So
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don't get me wrong. And but it just came at a really, you know, the other readings I also
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went into to learn to and this one just kind of kind of comp you by surprise and and so
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it turned a learning experience into you've got this you've got this and even though I
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tell people all the time in readings and spirits come through all the time and say, we're with
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them we're with you. And even though my my readings are so specific and so detailed to
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like so so this is what's going on this is what's going on this is what's going on and
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they've got you they're helping you they're doing this it it's a little fight that when
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I'm going in the right direction I'm doing the right thing and that spirit is always with
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you. And then it was just an vernal if you don't know is covered by all those like mountains
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that those those I don't even like maces that were like on the card on the gateway card.
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So it was a magical and then the weekend just even got even better I learned from lots of
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different people. It's so crazy to me too because this Phenomicon was about you know,
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mediums and phenomenon you know, paranormal stuff, aliens, Bigfoot, all of these things
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and usually these things are separate like mediums don't like to go into Bigfoot and
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Bigfoot doesn't like alien people and alien doesn't like you know, paranormal stuff.
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But honestly, I have known from day one that these are all combined. They're all combined
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somehow. They they're all come from the same place. They all come from somewhere out of
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this world or somewhere different. And so to me, I've always been so fascinated on how
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it all combines. And so Phenomicon was awesome for me in that way that they combined everything.
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So we got to see all the people from Skinwalker Ranch and you know, I've talked about Skinwalker
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Ranch before and how I think it's all combined. I think they not only have like alien stuff
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going on there, they have paranormal stuff. And George Knapp was a reporter who talked
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about things that talk that happened at Skinwalker Ranch in the beginning and how they saw real
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skinwalkers like actual dogs, men like in the beginning like it seems crazy and crazy
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and odd but people actually saw dog dog men in trench coats like smoking cigarettes on
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Skinwalker Ranch. And so it was it was and then they had they had the Bigfoot expedition
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people there too that talked about Bigfoot and I think it's all combined. I think it's
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all all combined and it all comes from the same place. I mean Bigfoot could be an alien
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right or or a parallel universe or anyways, I they talked and they gave talks and then
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of course Dave Schrader from Paranormal 60 which you guys all know that I love. He's
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so intelligent when it comes to the paranormal and he knows so much about paranormal and
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he's also had a Bigfoot experience. He was there. I unfortunately missed his talk because
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we didn't get there because we were visiting Nelly on Thursday but he got to meet him.
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He signed his book that he wrote and I he it's so it's so fascinating and fun to learn
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from these people and also too there was a guy that does the 411 missing and he goes into
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all of the missing cases that you know where where they're just they just disappear. They
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just there's no there's no sign of them. There's no you know any kind of evidence that they're
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even around. It was an amazing and I didn't even know David. I don't what's his I don't
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know his last name and I don't want to ruin it but he gave an exceptional you know talk
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about the missing and how it can be UFO related some of the missing people and how it's all
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combined like how it like some of the missing people are all they all have certain traits
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like German was one of them. It was crazy to me but being and being alone and being in
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the woods or being in a place that you're by yourself. Runners are one which kind of
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scared me too and hunters are a big one and he has written many books. I'll put that information
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down in the show notes but he talked and then George Knapp talked which is a he was a journalist
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for he's won the Peabody Award for all of this. He was a huge journalist and the information
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that came out recently about unidentified other called UAP's and the government came
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out with that report too so he was a big part of that and so listening to all of this what
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I do for what I do wish is that I would have got more pictures but I I you know I don't
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like to bug people so I don't like to be like hey do you want to take a picture with me
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I so I need to get better than that but mostly too I learned of I learned that spirit is
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with me and I have been so stressed out about all the things that have been going on in
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our lives lately and I'm not the only one you guys there's been so many people that
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have reached out to me especially the last couple weeks and said you know my life is
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a total mess things are so hard and not to make anybody's problems less than anybody
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else's but it's kind of a common thing right now we are all going through something big
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and that could be depression anxiety health issues all of us seem to be going through
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something really big right now and what I want to remind you is sometimes I'm so independent
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and I think that I've got to do these things on our own and I teach that spirits with you
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but it doesn't ever really hit me until it like like spirit wax me in the head that gateway
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card man like I do follow carry connect science but that and that gateway card and it was so
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crazy because the way that card came out it like already fell out before I even spread
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it and I was thinking do I do this card and then I was like yes I need to do it but spirits
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with you I know right now is hard and I know things are struggling and I know I know and
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I know it's causing you so much anxiety and I know it can cause you so much fear but I
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promise you 100% spirits with you so watch for the signs and even if they're not the
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carry connect signs even if they're just normal signs that your loved one gives you just know
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that they're there I don't even know how to explain it and if you're if you can't if you
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want more ask them for more ask them for more signs but be aware that I mean I could have
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missed those gateway signs so many times I could have been like those are just you know
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gateway express gas station the gate to I mean so many signs had the word gate in them
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and I could have just been like oh that's coincidence but it's not and I know it's not and I saw
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the word gateway at least five times last week and honestly too on my way to Salt Lake
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there weren't there not a lot of maces on the on the highway part to I don't fall as
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we took the back way from vernal to I don't falls and there's so many maces so many and
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it just solidified to me that spirits got you spirit is with you and especially during
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these times that you struggle and that you don't think you can make it one more day or
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that you know that there's something up and you don't know how to change it spirit has
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has you like spirit surrender to spirits spirits spirits sports supports you your ancestors
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like I honestly I thought if anybody was going to come through for that reading it would be
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my grandma and it was my dad and during this gallery to I learned I mean there's so many
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old school ways when during my training I've been trained by Lisa Williams Cindy Keza Tony
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Stockwell I've taken classes Colby Rebel I've taken so many mediumship classes because I've
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so badly wanted it to be perfect and I so badly wanted it to be quality but I have
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to remember I work for spirit spirit sends me you and spirit is the one who wants who
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sends you to me and I work for spirit and it doesn't have to be perfect and it doesn't
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have to be I'm just such a perfectionist and some to some of the way like old school ways
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that mediumship was taught is that you do straight you you don't go in and say who are you looking
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for you just be like okay there's you read the spirit that's in the room but during this
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gallery she did she would look at a person and be like who do you want to come through
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and she would use that person as a portal and I thought that is brilliant that is a
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brilliant way to do that if you kind of and then she also not only did readings but she
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taught a lot she taught and talked about mediumship and how it affected her and how it makes her
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unhealthy sometimes and she gets fibromyalgia and things like that and I thought I I could
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probably explain a little bit that but actually it kind of made me feel like I wasn't a loser
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because I was going I've been going through some health issues with the vertigo and the
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tumor the last year and I keep thinking I'm a I'm a pansy and I'm not sometimes mediums
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go through she said mediums have a lot of health issues and it's because they're constantly
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reading they're constantly connecting and also to it's okay I used to shut down outside
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of the readings I used to be like okay I'm going to try and block it I want to shut down
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and I don't want to anymore I want to be more open because all these people sometimes are
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having these experiences outside of readings and I kind of told spirit I want to have these
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experiences too and they said but you you told us that you wanted it to only be during
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readings and I'm like okay I kind of change my mind so things can change and it's good
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for me to see these other mediums at work so I can fine tune how I want to be not not
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be like them and not compare myself to them but kind of decide this is how I want my readings
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to be and my I love I mean I really do I don't want to like stroke stroke away you know
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but I really want my readings to be detailed and specific I want them to I want you to
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know without a shadow of a doubt that this is your loved one and they know what's going
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on in your lives and that's what I focus my readings to be on and some mediums don't I'm
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I had a reading about two weeks ago and it was a lot about my guides that came in I did
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have some spirits show up but it was my guides came in and gave me business advice on what
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I should do next and so it really really if you go into a mediumship reading set your
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intentions on what you want and you can tell the medium of what your intentions are without
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giving too much information and honestly if you really want a good reading that's probably
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what you should do kind of set your intentions to the medium I want it all to be evidential
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mediumship you don't have to say I want my dad who died on August 2nd to come through
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you just say I want to talk to my past loved ones or you can say I want more psychic and
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I want to know what's going on in my family life I want to know what's coming up for
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from me in the future I want to know what my purpose is or you can say I want to talk
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to my guides and I want to know what's coming up for me so be go in there with an intention
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and I've always gone in with readings into readings with intentions but this makes it
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more more valified or vilified for me excuse me and it makes me realize too that being
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on the other side of that was kind of profound for me because it makes me realize that it
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is this gift is important everybody has this gift for some reason some people continue
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into it more than others probably more practice but for some reason I am where I am right
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now to help people and to move forward and to give them the same experience that that
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I experienced and that validation that your spirits are here so it was kind of cool this
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phenomenon thing because it was you know you put these they are kind of famous people on
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a pedestal and you kind of like to learn from them and so when you are actually with them
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and talking to them it's kind of cool to realize too that they are just normal people they
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are just normal people and they go through all the trials and they are sent with different
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gifts we are all here with different gifts so to help each other or to help others and
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so it was the most and then on the way home so many signs so many different signs so many
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it was just such a spiritual experience I mean learning and working and learning from
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my peers is awesome but there was so much spiritual learning too and but I have to be
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honest most of the spiritual learning that I learned was not inside the classrooms it
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was like in between it was on the way home on the way there with the tattoo so honestly
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you could get that if you are looking for something like that you could go to any type
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of retreat or any trip on your own this made me decide that I am going to start doing more
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retreats because this was kind of like a work retreat for me to learn from my peers but
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honestly I feel like people could come to a retreat and I could teach these same things
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and we could have these same experiences and it could be amazing and also too I decided
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that I do want to go to I want to plan spiritual trips I want to take trips to Scotland and
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Egypt and I want to take people with me and I want to have spiritual experiences there
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I want to teach them about the history there and the spirit there and so I will be doing
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that I am going to Scotland this September in a year from now and I am going to be going
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with some other mediums and we are going to be learning things but while I am there I
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am going to learn how I can also take people on these trips my clients and people the
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sponksters on these trips and we can learn and have spiritual progression because this
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weekend was about work and it was about learning but also too on the outside of it was very
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very spiritual and symbolic the whole thing with Nellie was amazing we were so worried
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that she was going to be born and have to have open heart surgery immediately and we
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were so blessed to know which I have to tell you the story about Nellie when we first learned
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about is really really kind of a sacred story but when we first learned about her Tritology
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of Fallot I some of my clients already know about this because I told them the story when
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they were at a class of mine but when we learned about the Tritology of Fallot and I knew the
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extent of it I kind of broke down during a meditation and started crying and said to
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spirit please if you are going to take this baby take me instead I just can't watch my
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kids go through this and then a little five year old spirit showed up a little Nellie
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and she said to me grandma everything is going to be okay and so I knew things were going
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to be okay but at the same time and just so you know pregnancy the spirit when you are
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pregnant with this baby the spirit can come and go there is three times that spirits can
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kind of come in and out and that is during Alzheimer's and Comas and pregnancies from
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what I know from what I have learned from when spirits come through and talk to me maybe
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I am off but that is what I have learned that is what they have told me and so she comes
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and she says everything is going to be okay and then when my dad said the same thing in
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this reading I mean there were just a few points that were like right on and then when
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she said he says everything is going to be okay and then the whole heart thing I knew
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it just kind of solidified it tied everything up right and so it was just an amazing experience
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in that way and so I just want mostly you to know I am not the only one that can have
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the I rarely have I mean I do readings every day and I give these people these spiritual
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experiences right but I don't have them very often because I just kind of take for granted
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that spirits there and I see the signs and I am like oh yeah I see that sign I know this
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this one kind of just stopped me in my tracks and I think it is just because of everything
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that has been going on with the vertigo and all of the things that you know all the things
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that have been going on in our family with Nellie and the wedding and all of that it
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just kind of solidified for me this is real this is how because I take it for granted
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too because I see the signs so don't take the signs for granted don't take this for
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granted spirit is with you I know things are hard right now but spirit is with you spirit
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got you and spirit loves you and you are fully protected and guided and it's going to be
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okay and one of my clients that came for a group reading not last week but a week ago
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said that one of her favorites they went to a concert and she wasn't sure about this
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one artist his jelly roll and I think that's his name I don't want to but he has a song
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that I'm not okay but it's okay to not be okay and so I just want you to know it's okay
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to not be okay right now and don't try and do it all on your own that's what I always
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do I always try and do it on my own think I have to do it but spirits 100% guiding you
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and directing you and spirits got you and surrender to that and no watch for the miracles
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watch for don't just wait for Kerry Kinects to tell you that there's a miracle coming
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watch for the miracles yourself this week is on Kerry Kinects is watch for the animals
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watch for those animals like the craziest thing happened on a run just two days you
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know when before we went well before I got the vertigo and a bunny just kind of at a
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park just kind of popped out right in front of me don't take those a lot of people would
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just be like oh there's a cute little bunny don't take those Google that Google what a
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bunny means Google Google it because there's signs in everything but not everything is
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a sign I mean does that make sense like the Native Americans believe that everything that
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happens is is a sign of some sort for you but here's my thing too if you come to a reading
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and I tell you that your your dad comes through to you and feathers you can't go to the green
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belt and be like oh there's my you can't go to a place where there's chickens and ducks
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and be like oh there's my dad it has to just organically happen so watch for those signs
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watch for watch for the amazing blessings and spirit to come through and sometimes it's
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hard because grief is no joke a loss of a loved one is no joke and it's hard to see the love
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and see that you're guided and directed when you're going through these things depression
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is no joke but really try and make it a game try and ask your joy guides to bring you some
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sort of laughter every day and when they do think them because your guides are kind of
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just all around you waiting for you to just listen and that's what was kind of going on
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with me I knew that they were there and I was telling you guys they were there and I see
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that they're there and I but I kind of took it for granted and this one spirit was like
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here it is and so don't wait for spirit to be like here it is watch for the miracles
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every day and yeah and yeah so anyways I kind of took September off a little bit because
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I didn't know what was going on with Nellie I do have the last two I am adding some some
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readings rescheduled readings in September that I had to reschedule because of the vertigo
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thing and the Nellie thing but I do have I will come full force with my events in October
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there will be more classes more events more gallery readings full force because this burn
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a really well and I gotta get the vertigo under control but this really really like
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lit my fire and I'm here to I'm here for it I'm ready for it I'm all in so watch for
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those things they're coming up in October and if you haven't signed up for my newsletter
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if you want to know about all these events you need to go to my website at carrymugs.com
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I don't even have to put the stuff on social media because my newsletter people have already
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like it's already sold out because my newsletter people get on there and they get in and it's
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already sold out so if you're not on my newsletter I suggest you go to carrymugs.com get my newsletter
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because those are where all the events are posted if you scroll down to the bottom of
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the newsletter it will show all my events coming up and that those people are the first to
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know so I love you guys so much and please remember to watch for the signs watch for
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the signs and remember you are you have everything you already need inside you you are the magic
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and and your guides are helping you create this magic and so so just watch for the signs
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I love you so much and I will see you guys next week.
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