Welcome to the Spunky Spirit Podcast. I'm your host, Psychic Medium, Carrie Mugs. This is where we
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learn all things spirit, everything from spiritual gifts, awakenings, ghosts, aliens, and star seeds.
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Nothing is untouchable, but always fun and spunky. I am honored to be on this spiritual journey with
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you, so make sure you hit the subscribe button so you never miss an episode. Oh, and welcome to
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this Spunky Spirit episode. I am Psychic Medium, Carrie Mugs, and this week, since it's Halloween
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week, we are going to talk about some spooky stories that have happened to me as a medium,
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as a psychic medium when I was younger and older. Some of these stories you might have already heard
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in some of my podcasts, but some of them I haven't told before, so it'll be kind of a...usually I am
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a positive, uplifting, all spirit is good and all of that stuff, but let's face it, just like people
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and just like real life, there's good and there's bad. And in the spiritual world, there's the same.
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There's good and there's bad. And so since it's Halloween this week, I thought, and everybody
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loved the Bigfoot thing from my husband, I thought maybe we would talk about kind of scary
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things today. And I know some of you love that and some of you don't, so if you're not a scary,
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if you don't like the scary things, because I'm like that, I don't really like the scary things
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sometimes, but they are there and you have to protect yourself from that. And so today we're
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going to talk about some scary stories that I've lived through as a medium. But first off, I want to,
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I did this on my Carrie Connects, but I want to thank everybody out there who sent prayers for my
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granddaughter, Nellie, who had open heart surgery last week. And she is doing so much better, so
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good. It was really, really hard thing to watch and go through. We were very, very blessed and
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she's coming, she should be coming home soon and she's, they can hold her, she's off her monitors,
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and she's seven, she was only seven weeks old, but she's, she's a fighter for sure. And that's
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the good thing, right? That's the good, the good part of all of this bad and good. And it's a good,
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you know, things have been kind of tough for everybody lately. So this has been a good, good
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kind of feel good story. And I know I'm so, I feel so grateful because not every, everybody is
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that blessed sometimes. And sometimes it does take a turn for the bad. And we were very, very
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blessed to have her be okay through this. So I want to thank everybody who sent prayers. I want you
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to know I felt them. We felt them. The power of prayer is very, very strong, spirit strong. And I
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had signs all the time that my dad was there. If you follow me on Instagram or on my Facebook,
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Spunky Spirit page, you know that he sent me so many signs before and after and during the,
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all of the stuff. So one thing I did learn through this whole thing is I will never doubt again.
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I will never doubt the power of prayer and spirit. So, so thank you guys so much again. And I can't
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even tell you enough how much I love every, each and every one of you. So, okay, so the first story
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is going to be when I was a freshman at University of Idaho and University of Idaho College. And I
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was the, so every fraternity would have a sorority queen that would represent their fraternity. And
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I was the queen of the fight. And I think that's right. I might be wrong if I'm wrong. I mean,
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I'm pretty fight house. Yeah, I think so. And they had a big party. They were having a big party.
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And it was, it was kind of lots and lots of people. I think it was, it was late at night and they were
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having, I went, and I went over there because I had to make, you have to make these appearances or
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you have to like show up and, and kind of like visit the fraternity to let them, you know,
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hang out with them. And anyways, I was making an appearance, I guess is what you would call it. And
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there was a bunch of guys downstairs, a bunch of boys hanging out downstairs and they were all,
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and as I was walking, I saw I kind of started walking down the stairs. And I could kind of feel
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this thing. I could feel that was off. I felt different. It felt weird. And in, I didn't think
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I was in danger. Like I didn't think any of the guys were like, I didn't feel like that. But I felt
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like spirit was off, something was off. And I continued to walk down the stairs. And when I got
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downstairs, all the lights were off. There were candles. And I noticed that they were in a great
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big circle and they were playing with the Ouija board. And mind you, I've had experiences with
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the Ouija before. My dad actually is not crazy. My dad actually played with the Ouija board with
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me when I was little. And it told me that I was going to marry a guy named Mark Gooding. So I
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didn't think anything of it really. I kind of just thought it was a game, like it was just a game.
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And so I kind of sat there and watched and the plat, the plat, the thing that moves, that's what
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it's called, the plachette, the plachée, plachée or whatever it is. So they were, I was just kind
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of watching and it was moving around. And as soon as I got up to the circle, it stopped. And then
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it kind of started to move just a little bit and a little bit. And it kind of spelled out T and then
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an E and then an L and then another L. And they're like, tell, tell what. And then it said another
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T and then an H and then an E and it said tell the, they're like, okay, tell the what. And then it
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spelled out B I T C H. And then it said to to leave. It spelled out tell the bitch to leave. Now, as
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soon as it ended, everyone was kind of freaking out. And as soon as it said leave at the end,
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everyone kind of just sat there and no one knew what to do. And you could feel the crazy energy,
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like the scary energy. And then all of a sudden the blinds on the windows started to move. So I
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booked out. I knew that was time for it because I was the only girl. And I know that was a dangerous
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situation for me to be in. But in those days, it wasn't like I was the queen of their fraternity,
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right? It wasn't. So I booked out, I left. I didn't want to have anything to do with it. Now,
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to this day, I don't know if it was them playing a joke on me. Or if and I don't think it was,
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because I was pretty good friends with all of the guys that were in the circle. But you never
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know, right? And and but the windows, the windows is what got me the windows the shaking of the
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when they started to shake. And I never have been able to like get that feeling because I've always
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since I was little had this feeling that something, you know, there was always something
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following me or something that didn't want me to achieve or go for something. And so that kind
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of just always stayed with me. But I know now that my protector guide is like way stronger. But
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that was one of the scariest experiences that I've ever had. And I kind of know that it wasn't a
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joke because of the feeling that I had. It was like I felt nauseated and sick. And and so that was
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something that I never really got over. And I, we do boards are just boards and lots of mediums
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play with like lots of mediums use them they're used as a tool but I do not. And because I don't
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need to I, you know, talk with the with the dead every day. So so that was one of the scariest
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things that I ever went to and and and I will never I can't say I will never touch another
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reading board again. But even with good intentions, I think, I don't know. So the next one is as you
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guys might know too, I grew up in a very haunted house. My house was very haunted and growing up
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because there was a lot of trauma in my house. My dad was an alcoholic and you know, lower
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frequencies love that kind of low frequency vibe. And that's why there's lots of that's why
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alcohol kind of has a that's why they call it spirits is because sometimes lower frequencies
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no I'm not saying bars and all that stuff but have that. But there are lots of spirits or or
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lower frequencies hang out or they like the family trauma they like the drama and a lot of times
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that's where a lot of poltergeist from haunted houses scary things that happen in haunted houses
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come from this trauma like and you know and I've always said that if there's a haunted house I
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think that there's some sort of trauma around it some sort of I don't actually think that that
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spirit is actually there I feel like it's the trauma that happened in that house. So there must
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have been something that happened in my house growing up because there was well and it could be
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our trauma it could have been our family trauma that was there because there was it was it was
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pretty traumatic there was lots of you know lots of lower frequency lots of alcohol stuff and even
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drugs I one of my uncles was involved in that and so there was lots of lots of that stuff kind of
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going on in the house that I grew up in and so there was one night that I did go to bed and in
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my bedroom or the sliding glass doors and the sliding glass doors always were kind of freaky
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to me because I could always like sense somebody just outside the doors right so I'd always get
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nervous and shut the windows at night and kind of be a little bit scared I remember I would really
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be afraid to go to bed at night sometimes with those with that sliding glass door because the
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windows I was always afraid that something was going to be right there but one night I was probably
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allowed probably about seven or eight and I was laying in my slaying in my bed and I woke up I
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wasn't dreaming I woke up and all this and we lived on a corner so not only did I have these
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sliding glass doors but we lived on a corner where I could see people if they were walking down the
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street I could see people lots of people parking corner lots are hard because lots of people go
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past them and I saw this like ghostly figure walking down the street kind of towards where our
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fence line was and I know I was kind of like and the curtains it was so crazy because there was only
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like a little tiny bit of the curtain open and I could see this and I saw this figure like walk
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through the fence it didn't like jump the fence it didn't it just like walked through the fence and
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I remember being so terrified that I could hardly even move you know how when you get so scared
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because you're just I was just little and it just kept walking closer and closer and closer and it
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did get right up to the screen door like right into the window and it just sat there and stared
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and I screamed and my mom ran down the hall and it disappeared and I can't even remember it felt
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like it was just this I can't even describe it it was just like this ghostly kind of humanoid white
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figure that just kind of walked the thing that got me the scare this is when it walked past the
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fence it just walked through the fence and I was so afraid if it could walk through the fence it
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was gonna walk into the door too and so that that terrified me and I think that terrified my mom too
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that's when my mom was like you she I think she just knew growing up that there was these things
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and our house was haunted we would have toys like a toy truck that would like start to play and then
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drive across the street drive across the floor or just toys that you know we'd find my brother's
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toys would just like move all of a sudden they'd be we'd be sitting there and they would just move
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and I remember my cousin hated spending the night at our house because my bedroom when I was older
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was in the basement and she could hear I knew something was not in my bedroom but in this in
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a in another room down in the basement that wasn't finished that we called the woodroom because
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that's where my dad would keep all of the wood for the fire because we had a fireplace downstairs
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and I knew there was always something in the woodroom but I was always like hurrying and run
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past the woodroom my room was next to it I fit if I just assumed if I shut the door they didn't
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have access to me but my my cousin would hate to spend the night because she could hear whatever
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was in the bedroom she could hear a growling and so she'd always want to like she wouldn't want to
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spend the night anymore or come over and spend the night because and it was so dark in my room
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because there was no windows there was no in the downstairs when I was was I got older that's
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where I stayed so the house that we lived in was kind of haunted so there was always kind of
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especially the basement and I don't know what it is about basements but basements are always
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the worst and I think it's because it's in the land and it's it's like condensed and the spirits
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can like like it's it's not as there's not as much movement going on there so anyways there's
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lots of things that would happen just we'd hear things doors would shut toys would move and we
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kind of really didn't think anything of it to be honest because it was just kind of a normal
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thing it was just kind of normal but it would kind of freak my mom out sometimes and I just kind
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of always felt protected in a way but it was one of the most it was it was pretty crazy that that
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house now that I think about it I think about the things that happen and sometimes I would hear
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knocking on my sliding glass door and I'd always tell my mom someone's knocking on the door and
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she's like no they're not go to sleep and so always just if your kids ever have stuff like this
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always just listen this wasn't luckily I didn't there wasn't a closet in that room come to think
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of it there was no closet I think there was at one time but it turned into a hall closet and my
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dad made it into his gun closet so I didn't have a closet I just had a drawer which was good but
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because I think if it would have had a closet there would have been some stuff going on in there
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but I didn't really have any incidences with shadow people and I never really saw what was
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what was kind of going on I saw toys moving stuff but I didn't see the only ghost that I really saw
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was that one that was like that walked up to the sliding glass door so stuff that's happened recently
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as I kind of moved into my mediumship there's lots of things that have happened especially when I
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was doing readings in my house there was always figures and scents and people and our rooms were
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always always cold because because the spirits that come but to me those aren't scary because those
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are the spirits that are coming to see their loved ones the next day but they come a day early
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that's why we kind of or they come a few days early that's why we had to finally get an office
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because there was always our bedroom was always so freezing because there was always spirits in
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the bedroom because the reading room that I had was right across the hall from our bedroom so but
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there has been some incidences that have happened you know in the house that were in and I kind of
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think that our hallway had some sort of a like a I don't want to produce or overused but I think
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the hallway in our I know that there's been some scary situations that happen in our hallway at our
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home now until I like I constantly cleanse it sage it but I do know that sometimes when my
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grandkids are over they'll still like kind of look at something or follow their eyes will follow
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something that goes down the hallway or sometimes the doors down the hallways will just shut like
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we'll be watching TV and all of a sudden that you can hear the door shut down the hallway and I can
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always kind of feel something in our in our laundry room but I don't think it's bad I think
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it's just that second sense of something but one time when me and my husband I think he told this
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maybe on the last but that's all kind of make it short but we were getting ready to watch the
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ex files it was kind of a scary show and I don't do scary shows very well and we set we turned
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out all the lights and we sat down and the highlight turned on and he got up and turned off
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the whole light and then he sat down and then it turned on again and so I think this happened
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like three times and we finally decided okay we're not gonna watch a scary movie we don't do
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very well with scary movies just because I just feel like they give a bad vibe and I don't like
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to carry that vibe with me and so I always protect against that but anyways that's so I do know our
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basement has something but I don't think it's bad but there has been some some things that have
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happened as a medium I think that some force that does not did not want me to start a mediumship
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practice because didn't want me to help people and so something would always kind of stop me and I
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remember my best I remember wanting to quit I was telling my best friend one time I'm gonna I think
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I'm gonna not do this and it was because I had a really scary incident I was it was a shadow
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figure and my kids have had incidences with shadow figures before in a different house that we were
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in when we were going through the divorce and of course when there was divorce and lots of
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trauma in there then my kids would see a shadow figure in that house and when we moved out in
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this house that we're in now I did wake up one night I opened my eyes and at the end of our bed
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was a shadow figure and he did have red eyes now shadow figures are just like shadows they're
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darker than the dark that's you can see them because they are darker than the dark you can see
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an outline of like a human human type thing and I've done lots of research on shadow workers
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and they don't know if they're alien or spiritual or different dimension but and I opened my eyes
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and there was a shadow figure at the end of my bed and I was really like scared like almost like
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sleep paralysis scared like I was scared I couldn't move I was full of fear and he said to me you
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used to love me and I have no idea what that means I have no and then he talked in some then I
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heard some sort of ancient like ancient kind of language like some sort of how you like I don't
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even know how to explain it it was like ancient ancient language and then I finally like moved
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and I said leave leave now and he his eyes went fiery and he left and all of a sudden the dream
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board in my closet I make a dream board every year of my goals and it like crashed down to the
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floor like crashed down to the floor my husband woke up and he said what just happened and I
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said something something was in our room and crashed the dream board and I really feel like
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something in the beginning when I was when I was stepping into my mediumship ability something was
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trying to stop me because I really feel like that I'm not better than anybody else and there's lots
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of good work up there but I feel like that whatever did not want me to continue to go forward and
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help other people and trying to help people with their awakening and so I think something was
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trying to stop me and then another time kind of the same thing happened but instead of so I woke
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up but I could feel I could feel this is so crazy creepy and I've never told anybody this before
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but I woke up and I could feel like I could feel something get on that I'll get on my bed at the
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bottom of my bed and it climbed like I could feel the claws on my leg as it climbed and reached
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to and then it it was a shadow person you couldn't really see the face and but I could feel the
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claws it was the craziest thing ever and I shut my eyes terrified and I'm like no no no leave leave
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leave in the name of Jesus Christ leave and I started singing the hymn hallelujah and I opened
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my eyes and I could feel the energy try and like I don't know it was doing something like right over
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my face it was going it was like looking at me and then I like squirmed and it just like left so I
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don't and I was awake this wasn't like sleep paralysis this wasn't like and I swear to you I
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slept on the on my couch for like two days after that I would just because even my husband was
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right next to me and it was still going on so but I also remember too in my house when I was
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little there was a time that I would sleep I think for like a month I slept on the couch
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with my Bible on my chest so something must have happened that scared the crap out of me that I
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can't remember because I would sleep with my Bible on my chest all that for like a month and my
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mom would be like you have to go sleep in your own room so that was kind of crazy too but here's
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the thing though I these go these stories are scary but they aren't like these things have no
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power over me they have no power and they're trying to make you scared or they're trying to make you
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fear and I even kind of debate out on whether or not I should tell these stories just because I
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don't want to put fear in anybody and some people think that these things that I'm seeing are things
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that I created my own demons my own things I don't entirely believe that because I don't but there
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are mediums out there are spiritual people who think that you create your own things they're
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like a all these kind of shadow things are just a reflection of what you're going through the
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things that you're processing which could be true we don't know the truth right it could be a
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separate entity or it could be something that you're working through and processing and it comes
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through that's what a lot of people think poltergeist are is that you're going through your
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emotions you're processing some stuff and that energy gets that energy gets reflected off of
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you and so I don't know and so that's why I want you to know too I kind of want to tell these
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stories at the same time because if you're going through what I'm going through I want you to know
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that it's okay it's not or you know there were times when I would shut my eyes and all these
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faces would show up and sometimes that would scare me but it's just part of the process when you
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start to do your awakening you have to tap the good and the bad and you have to decide which
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one you're going to feed the most the good or the bad right and I strongly believe that there
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was something trying to stop me from moving forward and doing my doing this mediumship work
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and I just kept going forward I just kept going forward and now it's like now and I'm not it's
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not done like I still can feel something sometimes but I'm it's like too damn bad I'm doing this
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whether you like it or not so it's kind of cool how much it like moves you forward so and then
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the other incident that I had was I did go to the first of an autumn a column that I went to I
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went to a vernal Utah and I stayed in the hotel a hotel that was by skin Walker Ranch and I was
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just laying on the bed watching TV getting ready to go to bed and all of a sudden this figure
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started moving came through the door and started moving towards me and it was like if you've ever
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seen the predator it didn't look like the predator but you know that shield that the predator has
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when you can't see him and he's invisible but you can kind of see an outline of him and it like
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jumped on the bed and held me down and I screamed and then it disappeared it was the craziest thing
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and I don't know if that was just because it was in the hotel or if it was something that was it was
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just it was the craziest thing ever and then I saged and it was fine the next two nights it was
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like it's almost like I'm like you guys knock it off it's almost like they're not to be honest
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it's like they're just trying I know they're just trying to scare me I know that they I have way
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more power than them I know that I don't it's not something that I want to mess with all the time
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but I know that they're stupid they're just stupid and you have more power in you than you
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realize and that you can they can't stop they're just trying to stop you they're trying to scare
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you and I remember watching a podcast no I was taking my Akashic Records class and she said that
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there is a time in your in your teachings or in your learnings or in your awakenings that they
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do these over frequencies will try and stop you they will try and scare you and that has
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happened to some mediums and it has stopped it has stopped them from completing from from from
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continuing there I think there's a I think it's during virtue I think and I've talked about this
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before too she was she had an experience that made her completely stopped doing this type of work
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and she went straight and became totally a Jesus you know like a totally whole just completely
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follow Jesus which is totally fine I'm not saying that because I do both I can you could still do
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this work and still love Jesus and have Jesus in your heart and and and be a Jesus follower so
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anyways that is I guess what I'm trying to tell you is that it exists there is to every good
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every yin there is a yin there's balance and just like there's good people there's bad people and
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sometimes people will do worse things on this earth than any kind of any spirit would do and
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demons are very rare I want you to remember that very very rare but there are some sometimes you
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need to be more scared of people than you do spirits because there are some scary scary people
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on earth and spirits just I think you don't ever really know if they're just trying to I kind of
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feel like the vernal one was just trying to scare they just try to scare you they want that fear
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they want to feed off that fear they're just trying to scare you they're trying to stop you from
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from creating and having joy and being your authentic self because that's what we're here to
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do and they don't want you to do that so so if you've had those experiences please know that it
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is common and you're not crazy and it especially when you're moving forward and you're going
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through awakenings and you're stronger than them very much stronger you might not feel it in the
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moment but I promise you you are and and you just have to not let it stop you not let those
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stories stop you but anyways I think that's all my stories yes that's I mean I think I've had a
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few more but you know stuff that I just don't want to to share because I don't want to freak people
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out but and I do feel spirits all the time I have done like house cleansing or I felt you know
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lower frequencies never I don't think you know maybe one I don't yeah I can't really say because
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I'm not a demon expert but I don't think I've ever encountered one but I have encountered some
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scary scary things but I know I'm stronger than them I know that I have work to do and I know that
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this is the good the good always outweighs the bad the good always outweighs the bad but just so
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you know if you want to play around with that stuff and be around that stuff a lot then just
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always protect yourself always protect yourself self always I don't do you know spooky houses and
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I don't do scary shows because I don't it's not that you're gonna allow that stuff in it's just
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that I don't like the feeling it gives me I like the good I like the positive I like the
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uplifting and so I guess that's what here I'm telling you these are some of the bad things
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that happen to me but or scary things that happen but there is it just kick him in the
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butt kick him in the butt and move on and and know that you are eternity you are eternal
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soul and you are divine and and you have a bright bright Christ like in the inside of you and you
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can defeat anything so I hope that you enjoyed this session or this this I hope I didn't scare you
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too much I hope I didn't scare you off normally these are not like this but I think you know
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we're gonna start kind of looking into those things because they exist they do exist big
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but I you know I think they have to people have seen them people have acknowledged it and so and
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I think that we have to to face it and to we have to bring the truth out right we have to the
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truth has to be known so we know what we're dealing with and I don't want to be one of those
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mediums that doesn't like to talk about the dark side or talk about the dark things that
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happen because we'd love to it have be all rainbows and roses and but sometimes there comes to
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dark night of the soul processing things and you have to be able to deal with that stuff so so
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this is gonna be a fun journey because I'm I'm ready to to delve in and and let you guys know
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that it's okay it's okay you can have these things happen and still be still be good okay so happy
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Halloween you guys have a great week don't forget to watch Carrie Kinex because it has
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Carrie Kinex has awesome Halloween card for this week and I'm gonna start doing lives on
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Instagram I was gonna try and start doing them this month but the whole Nelly thing happened
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but I am gonna start trying to do so if you don't follow me on Instagram I would suggest that you
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do because I'm gonna start doing lives on Instagram and I will start start out with doing
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read card readings and then probably go into mediumship readings so follow me at spirit medium
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with Carrie Mugs I think it's spirit spirit period a medium period Carrie Mugs and you can start
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tapping into the live readings that I'm gonna start giving so I love you guys so much and I will
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see you guys next week
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