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Welcome to the Spunky Spirit Podcast. I'm your host, psychic medium, Cari Mugz. This
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is where we learn all things spirit, everything from spiritual gifts, awakenings, ghosts, aliens,
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and star seeds. Nothing is untouchable, but always fun and spunky. I am honored to be
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on this virtual journey with you, so make sure you hit the subscribe button so you never
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miss an episode. Hello and welcome to this episode of Spunky Spirit. I am psychic medium,
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Cari Mugz. And today we are going to talk about when things get heavy and how to see the signs
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because I am not going to pretend it's not happening, right? I don't want to do spiritual
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bypassing. I don't. I have so many people reaching out right now more than I ever have in the past
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of how things are so hard right now and how things are so chaotic and how they feel alone.
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And this is just, there's so much more to this than just the political stance of the United States.
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There's just so much in a world, like in the world there is, the holidays are coming.
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There's just so much. And even I have felt it, like even with this whole thing with my granddaughter,
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with this Nelly thing, and how the community pulled together. And I just know all of my family
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is feeling this heaviness and all of my clients are feeling this heaviness. And as much as I want to be
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the positive face that you see, or I want to bring you the joy of each day. And I want to help you get
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through each day. I also don't want to pretend that this is, this isn't happening and that people feel
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alone, especially during the holidays and people feel alone right now, or things are chaotic and
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they're scared. People are scared of, you know, the future or what's going to become of it, or,
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you know, they have anxiety about this and not, and again, this isn't a political thing.
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This is just about life in general. It's just been really hard lately. And so this episode is to remind you
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that, that it's not just you. This is a collective thing. Lots of people are feeling it. But, you know,
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me saying it's not just you doesn't mean it doesn't, it doesn't matter. Because like I said, in this week's
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Carrie connects, it does matter. And you do matter. And just because everybody else is going through
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something doesn't mean what you're going through doesn't make, make a lot of, you know, doesn't
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count because it does. Because what happens is we just keep putting it out there as a collective of
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how stressful it is and how anxious it is. And, and then it just gets worse. And we can, because we,
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what we focus on creates more. And so and it's really hard, because when you're in the thick of
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it, when you're in the middle of it, it's super hard not to focus on it, right? Especially when
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you're dealing with like other people's things. If you're dealing with, you know, like, like my daughter,
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Nellie and her heart issues, it's, it's hard not to focus on it, because it's, it consumes a lot of you.
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And so it's hard, because a lot of people are out there, you know, and they say don't focus on it,
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what you focus on, you know, becomes more and, but there's just some things in your life that
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become so hard sometimes that that's what you focus on. And, and it's hard, you know, especially if
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you're like me, and you have a little bit of, you know, some ADHD, and sometimes intrusive thoughts,
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things, then it's hard to just rewind that stuff. And this is probably where we're going into a little
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bit of mental health. So if you are really struggling with intrusive thoughts and depression,
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you can call, you need, I think the number now is 981. Don't, I think there's a hotline, it's just
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nine, I can't remember, I'll post it down at the bottom. But if you do need extra help, and you, and it is
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there for everybody and everybody, it don't feel like you're a failure if you have to use this, or if
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you have to have counseling, or if you have to go to counseling, I go to counseling, counseling is for
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everybody. I'm 100% on counseling is for everybody. But mostly, I want you to know that you're not alone,
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and you do got this, and you have had some hard things in your life, and you've still made it to
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this point. And earth can be hard, and earth is, is hard. But we also can band together and help each
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other. And sometimes if you feel alone, and you don't want help, or you, you don't, you can't really
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help, sometimes you can't help people, because you're so lost in it yourself, that you can't. And just
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remember too, there's a season. There's a season when you get to help people. I remember when I had
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little tiny kids, little, I had four kids under the age of eight, I think. And it was hard,
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physically hard. And I remember people saying, Oh, just wait till they're teenagers. And I would
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seriously almost start crying, because I'm like, if it gets harder than this, I can't do it. I can't do
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it. It's just a different hard, right? It's just children, you know, little children are very much more
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physical, where teenagers are much more emotional. But it's also, you know, and that's why I want you to
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know, too, that people can say, don't, they can tell you, don't, I don't even know how I'm trying
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to say this. Because I just want you to know that sometimes other people's heart is not your heart.
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So other people struggle with maybe having teenagers, but that might not be your struggle.
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So just because somebody says this is a struggle, or this is don't put it out there, don't put it out
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there that it is, because it might not be, it might be okay for you, it might be something that's a
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little not as hard for you as others. But there will be something else out there that's just as
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hard for you as teenagers were for them. So it when we get to the other side, we're going to see
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how incredibly even it actually was. And we don't feel like it is on earth, because we see other people
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going through things or, but it is incredibly even because everybody's heart is different. And I want
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you to remember that. But just because everybody's heart is different, and some people seem to be
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handling things better than what you might doesn't mean it's your there's something wrong
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with you or because I know a lot of people are like, well, I shouldn't feel this way because so
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and so is going through this or so and so is going through that. It doesn't matter, because your heart
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is different than their heart. So don't you need to give yourself grace on this and know that your heart
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is different than other people's hearts. But what I really want you to know is you're not alone.
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Spirit has got you as spirit is with you. And I'm going to kind of tell you some stories of how I see
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spirit when I'm going through some hard times because it hasn't been like super easy peasy for
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me lately either. I just don't want to be that I don't want to bring you down in already a hard hard
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situation. And I know everybody's feeling it. So when we were going through this thing with Nellie,
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I had some hard times. There were times when I had had confirmation that things were going to be okay
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and that things were going to, but spirit has a different okay, right? Spirit, okay to spirit is
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different than okay to us, us because, because of lots of different reasons. And so I remember on the
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way, if you follow me on Instagram, you know that like on the way to the hospital, when she was having
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her surgery, that I was behind a random license plate that said LUV777. And I knew that that was
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my dad reaching out to me and saying, we've got this, it's going to be okay. But then there was a
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hard situation. And I've had other validations that spirit came through and said, this is going to be
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okay, like just confirmation. But it's harder for me to read the confirmations for my own family,
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because I'm so personally invested, invested. But I had had some other instances with other
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mediums that they came through and said, it's going to be okay. Just because when life is, you know, hard,
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I go, I also get, um, get readings and they not from anyone around. Anyways, I also get readings
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once in a while, about every six months, just to validate where I'm at too. Right. And so, um,
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anyways, I got validation from, from these two mediums also that things were going to be okay.
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But I know that when spirit says, okay, it can be a different, their okay is different than our okay.
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Right. Because the, to them, if, if Nellie didn't make it through the surgery and went and passed over
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and transitioned, then they would think that that was okay. Cause they would, cause she would be with
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them. Right. And that's not okay for me. So, so anyways, this is when you have to realize you're kind
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of out of control. Like you don't have control of this situation, but I had had confirmations that
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it was going to be okay. So, but there were two times in the hospital while she was having her surgery
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that were not okay. And I did not know if it was going to be okay. And watching my son fall apart
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during those times was super hard. And I actually got mad at spirit. And I was like, cause you can get
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mad. You can get mad at spirit. You can be, you can be mad. You, you have that, your feelings matter.
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And if anybody understands it, spirit's going to understand it more than any of your friends or
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your family, spirit's going to understand it because they know what you're going through. Because most
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likely the trials and the tribulations that you go through, um, spirit has one of your guides has
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had that experience on earth because they have to be your guide. Your guides have to know your guides
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have to have been on earth to know what you're going through. So, and most likely things that are
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going on in your life, there are going to be guides for that certain situation. So I kind of like went to
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the meditation room and I got mad. I was like, and it's so funny because when my son went to the meditation
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room, he bargained, I had already done the bargaining before, when we found out that she had this issue,
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I'd already been like, take me instead, do this. And this is where I'd gotten my confirmation that
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things were going to be okay. But my, my son during the, um, during this hard time of the surgery where
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we didn't know it was kind of iffy, he did the bargaining. He did the bargaining there. And I did that.
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What the heck? You told me things were going to be okay. You, you told me this. And I kind of like
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lost trust for a minute. I was just kind of frustrated and mad. And to be honest, what we
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were worried about in that situation is something that we shouldn't have been worried about. We didn't,
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we, it was just something we had assumed we had created fear. We had just because we didn't get the
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update that we wanted. We had created that fear. Now, now there was, it was validated that during
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that specific time that, that her, her surgery was, there was some struggle. She was struggling to get
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off the, the bypass machine. So it is just so funny how that, that correlated at the same time. Um, but
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I almost a little bit lost faith because I'm like, you told me. And I just was like, I need to not
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question this because then about 20 minutes later, they got the call that it was okay that she had
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got off the bypass machine. Then there was one other time too, that, um, that I had kind of questioned
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like what, what's really going on. And, and that was a really hard time too, but that was also a mistake.
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We had questioned some stuff that were on some of the doctor's plans, but they had read it wrong.
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So I hear I was questioning spirit when in reality, the people are, should have, who I should have been
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questioning, right? Like I need to trust and surrender to spirit and always know what if,
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what if this is for my highest good? I actually love these word bracelets. And, um, if you can't
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see them, they're just little word bracelets that have like different sayings on them. And one of mine
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says, what if, what if this is for your highest good? What if this is supposed to bring you closer
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to God? What if this is, I mean, I, in my, during my divorce that I would have been like, no way,
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no way, no way is this bringing me closer. The whole what if thing didn't even, even exist for
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me back there because it was such a freaking trial for me and being alone. And I felt abandoned and
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raising my poor kids by myself and no way would I have ever said, what if, what if this is for the
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highest good? What if, because no loss or no grief is what you think is for your highest good, right?
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And, and so I guess you have to ask yourself, how, how am I going to come out of this? How am I,
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if, if, if my worst fear does happen, how can I come out of this positively? How can I,
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how can I react to this? Don't, don't just let things happen to me. How can I react to it?
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And so, and I get it when you're in the middle of it, it sucks. I do. I get it. But what I want you
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to know is during these times, the moral of the story is when I was at the lowest part of Nellie's
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surgery, I was not alone. I knew spirit was with me. I had so many signs all around me. I had the
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different songs that would come on. I had the, the license plate number. I would see seven, seven,
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seven all the time. I had friends just reach out out of the blue and bring us dinner. Like it was,
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it was spirit was behind the scenes the whole time. And I questioned it the whole time. And,
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and in another instance too, and this is how I'm kind of wanting to explain to you, you're not alone,
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but when you're in the grief of it and you're in the thick of it and you're in the middle of it,
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you don't see the signs because you're so focused on the issue at hand that you don't really see the
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signs around you to let you know that you're not alone and spirit's got your back. That's why I love
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doing carry connects because it's a little bit different. It's a little bit different than this
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is what's going to happen this week. This is your future. It's like, this is what's going to happen
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with this week. And this is your signs and symbols to let you know, spirit's got you spirits helping you
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through this specific trial. And that's why I love carry connects so much is because it shows you the
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signs and the symbols to watch for, for that week, because spirit's going to be with you saying,
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we've got this, we've got this. And so I kind of want to explain, kind of give you a little bit of
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story about when I was in North Carolina. Um, I have also been going through some other stuff that's
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like not related to Nellie that feels heavy. Um, just some business stuff and just some stuff around,
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you know, just me trying to progress or me trying to get better and always wondering what,
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which route that, what that looks like for me. And, um, you know, sometimes you just think why,
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you know, why not, why bother? Cause I, I love doing what I do, but sometimes there's a lot of pressure.
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There's a lot of pressure. And so, um, you know, you question sometimes or sometimes I do the same
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thing. I do overwhelm and I, I don't, I get too involved in some of the readings and I carry the
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grief or I carry that with me. And so I went to North Carolina and I was trying to just, okay,
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where, what direction do I want to go? And I do this every year, every October, if you notice,
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if you follow me every October, cause to me, October is my new year. It's not January.
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I hit January going with a bang. October is when things start over for me or when I reevaluate
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things. And last October I had a tumor and I had to reevaluate, I had to do simplicity.
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This time I'm like, okay, what do I want? What, how far do I, how many people do I want to help?
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How, what does that look like? Where does this go? Like, what is this for me? What does this look
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like? Or is it just, you know, what it is? Is it just staying where I'm at? And I, if you,
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if you know me, I'm not good at staying complacent or staying comfortable.
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I always like to grow and move, um, and keep, keep, keep moving forward and keep progressing
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and reaching goals. And, but sometimes you get, you get tired, right? So I was in North Carolina
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kind of trying to figure this out. And I, I was with some good company, um, did some readings there,
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did some work, but I was also with two of my friends from high school. And, you know, this is a time
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where we just kind of bounce stuff off each other, things that are going on in our life.
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And so I, um, I was kind of wondering where my projection was or what if kind of having a,
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am I good enough moment? I guess, you know, not in it, cause it's one of those things. Look how far
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you've come. Not anyways, it was, it is what it is. But that day that I was, that I kind of was like
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revamping things and thinking, okay, cause it was, it was a little bit of a business trip.
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I went for a walk on the beach and I had my earphones on and there was this awesome,
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awesome experience. Like it was, the wind was kind of blowing towards me. So the sand was going
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towards me. The ocean waves are amazing. It was the most spiritual, like one of the most spiritual
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experiences I've ever had. Like me walking barefoot on the beach, being grounded. And I know we all don't
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get a beach, right? But this was just, and there was this song that came on and it's called the
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monster by Andy grammar. And it says, you know, word for word, there's a monster in me that has
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been asleep, but now it's waking up. Like, and it keeps saying you were made for more. In fact,
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I'm actually going to get a bracelet that says you were made for more. And, and it says, there's a
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spirit and I'm trying to hear it. And it says, you're made for more. I mean, it was like everything
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I needed. It was everything I needed at that time. It was spirit's way of saying, you have got to keep
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moving. Like we're, we've got big plans for you. We're going to keep going. We're going to keep
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going. I don't really still know what that looks like, but I'm just going to trust spirit, right?
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Because I learned, I've learned, you know, the, the one thing I've learned through this whole thing is
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you trust spirit, you trust, and you surrender and you give away the control. And even though as much
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as I try and plan it out, spirit, spirit's got its own agenda sometimes. And I work for spirit.
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So, um, that song came on and I lost it. Like I just felt this calmness and, and I handed it over to,
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I'm surrendering it to spirit and it's, and it's awesome. And then that night, so I remember the,
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the, the story, this, the song is called the monster. So then on the way home on the plane,
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I, we were watching different videos. I was watching my, you know, cause on Delta,
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they have those things in front of you watch different movies. And my husband was watching a
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movie and I was watching, of course, practical magic. Cause that's one of my favorite movies.
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And I, and I look over to his and there's this big, huge, I don't know what he's watching. I think
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he's watching if imaginary friends, and there's this big purple monster, like monster in the movie.
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He's cute. He's this cute, funny monster. And he is trying to, I guess, this is what my husband told
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me, but all I see is this monsters touching this man besides him, his shoulder. And he's trying to,
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and then he's, the monster starts to glow. The monster starts to, um, to glow. And I, I asked my
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husband, it's because the man was starting to remember his imaginary friend. So in my kind of view,
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the mad, the man was starting to remember who he was, who he was, because we all have this imaginary
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friend. We all have this spirit guide that's with us. We all have these, this imaginary friend to me
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is a spirit guide. And ironically, it was a monster, right? So to me, a lot of people would have just
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looked at that and been like, Oh, they wouldn't even put the two together, but I know spirit well
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enough. And I've been doing this long enough to me. That was a sign. Remember the monster and monster
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sounds bad, but it's not. There's this spirit inside me and I'm trying, there's something inside
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me and I was, and I need to keep, keep moving because I was made to do more. I was made to do
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more, whatever that is. I was made to do more. So that was one of the signs. And then we get home
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and we're driving down, down the street and, um, and the sign, the billboard sign for the gas station
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says monster. And it's like, I know what was monsters on sale, like the monster energy drink,
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but I had never seen like the words monster on this billboard before. And I was like, okay,
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that's, and then the next morning when I woke up, I was scrolling like Instagram. First thing I was
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looking at Instagram. Cause I think I was supposed to be, um, posting carry connects. And the first
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thing that shows up is a little stuffed animal monster, a little monster that was purple and it
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was matched. And I'm like, okay, I get it. I get what you're trying to tell me. And even though I'm
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scared and even though things are, you know, it's crazy. I get it. I get that. I, I need to keep
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moving. I need to keep pushing. I need to keep doing this. I get it. And I, and I was, I knew,
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I know that something bigger is coming and I have to get ready for it. I have to get ready for it.
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So a lot of people would see all those signs and just think that they're coincidences, right?
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They're not. So in this time of heaviness,
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find the signs, find, find your sign. If you're, if it, to me, I would never in a million years think
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it was a monster, right? Never in a million years would I think that my sign is the monster.
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And I have to be honest when I was getting kind of like, well, when I was getting some,
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um, you know, you know me, I totally believe in foot zones because feet are where my energy goes in
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and out of. And, um, I, she's my, my Nicole, who does my, she works in my office said, um, to me,
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what are you imagining right now? And I'm like, honestly, there's a big purple monster. Like,
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I feel like there's a big purple monster. And, and she started laughing. We both kind of laughed.
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And then I realized, oh my gosh, that's, that's all of this is tying up in, in all of it was tying
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up together. So this monster, actually this cute, big purple monster that can be fierce and can be cute
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actually kind of created its own life. So it kind of created its own like spiritual resemblance for me.
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So now I feel like I don't know what guide took on this form, but I feel like whatever guide is in
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charge of me going forward and moving forward, took on the form of this big purple, this big purple monster
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to like, know that this can be fun and it's not scary. And it's, it's, it symbolizes that the magic
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inside of me, because you have everything you need inside of you and the monster you were made for more.
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And there's a monster in me that has been asleep, but now he's waking up. So this whole monster
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thing is just kind of giving me more purpose, more energy. And now I see monster signs like all the time.
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And part of it can be that, you know, you buy a red car and then you see more red cars, but not in the
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beginning it wasn't. Not in the beginning. At the beginning it was spirit saying, this is the answer.
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This is where you're going. And so I want you to be aware of these synchronicities, these, these signs,
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because this is how spirit lets you know they're with you, especially when things are heavy.
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Because when things are heavy and you're in grief, and you're at a lower frequency, just because you're
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in grief, and the collective is kind of at a lower frequency right now, it's just kind of heavy.
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Then they're going to show you other signs and symbols, right? They're going to bring through
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this information in other ways. And so they're going to try and get your attention. And a lot of times,
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people dismiss it. Because everything that I just mentioned, people would have just been like,
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oh, this is a cool song, and just been in that moment. Then they would have seen the monster on the
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TV, and they would have been like, oh, that's a cute, that they wouldn't have put the two together.
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Then the monster on the billboard, they wouldn't have put that together. They just
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would have kept going saying, they wouldn't even, but that's how spirit works. You have to be aware.
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You have to be aware of the signs. You have to be aware of what's around you. And you're not just
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looking for them either. These came up all randomly, all randomly for me. I didn't say, I'm going to see
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a monster today. Like I didn't. It just came up all randomly. So there is signs in, they are around,
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and spirit has got you, and spirit is with you, and they're not going to leave you. And if you can't
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figure out the signs, ask spirit to show you, or ask spirit a certain sign. Say, I want my sign to be an
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owl. I want my sign for this to let you know you're with me to be this. And I kid you not, you're going to
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start seeing so many of those owls that you're going to be like, is this just me? But it's not.
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And that's what happens. We get to this point where like, I think it's just me. I'm just making it up now.
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No, it is still them. You just are awakened and you're seeing the signs now. And so you open up to
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that. And so you see it more. And I know there is this thing where if you're looking for a certain
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certain amount of, it has a certain name to it. And if you're looking for a certain car,
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then you can start to see those cars. You kind of manifest it. That's what's happening. You're
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manifesting it. And people can make up any excuse they want to and say, well, you're just more aware
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of that car now because you have it, but you can also manifest it. So don't just trust spirit.
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Trust the spirits got you here. This is, this is the spirits going to help you get through the
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holidays spirits. This is going to get better. It's going to be, it's going to get better, right?
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And it might not get better the way you think it's going to get better, but it's going to get better.
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And what if this is for your highest good, even though it hurts right now and it's painful,
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what if this is for your highest good? And I'm not talking about the loss of somebody or
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somebody dying here. Cause that's just, there's no, what if that's for your highest good or not,
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especially when you're going through it. You just don't want to hear that. Right. So, um, but also
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just know that trust, trust spirit, surrender to spirit. I have learned this year that it's the
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most amazing thing. And then I did kind of have, um, you know, I did, I was, I wasn't going to share
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this, but I did kind of have a little bit of a medical thing happen during this whole Nellie thing.
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And I just was like, it's going to be fine. Cause I got to focus on other things. Right.
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And I went to actually go get some, I went to go get it looked at this last Friday and they thought
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maybe they would have to do surgery and they didn't because it's gone. It's gone. So
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trust. And, and the thing about it is, is I don't want anybody to feel bad because just because mine
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was gone and theirs isn't, you, we all have our different trials. We all have different things
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we have to get through. And my heart is different than your heart and my trials and my journey shouldn't
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be different from yours. So don't compare those. Don't compare those to don't say, well, they have
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it harder. They're doing this. Their heart is different than ours. You don't know what they've done
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in other lives or past lives or in their past that they are having this trial instead. So
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that's why we don't compare because we don't, because it makes us feel less than,
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or it makes us feel superior. And, and that does not exist. Superior and inferior, inferiority does not
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exist. So I really hope that helps you guys. You are not alone and spirit is with you. And I just wanted
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to give you a medium's perspective of how signs and symbols come through, because it's not like we see a
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guide sitting next to us in our car talking to us. It's exactly how everybody else sees it. We just
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know, we just know where to see the signs. We know, we know how spirit works and we're just more aware
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of it. Right? So, so just be more aware. Look at all the things, you know, I say this all the time.
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The native American believe, the native American believe, Americans believe that there are signs
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everywhere and they're, they're all, they're everywhere. You just have to be aware of them. So take a deep breath,
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breathing it out and know that this too shall pass and it's going to be okay. So if you can just get
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through the next minute, the next second, the next hour, the next day, and if you really don't think
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you can please reach out. And I think I'm not 100% positive, but I think the, the hotline to reach out
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is 981, but I will double check that and look at the show notes and post it in the show notes if I'm wrong.
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And know that it's hard to do this alone. It is hard to do this alone. And so reach out to somebody
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that has capacity to hold that for you. And remember, you're always, always, your spirit team is always
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with you. You always are having guidance with them and they will never leave you alone. So I love you
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guys so much. Um, I do have some way cool things coming in January and coming next year. I am
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starting Instagram lives that I'm going to be doing throughout December and November. Um, I do have a
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chakra class this week on Saturday that has a few openings and this is going to be a deep dive in the
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chakras. It's not like a beginning balance. It's not like a beginning chakra class. It's like a deep dive.
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And there's more, more added chakras to it. Like the heart chakra has another, there's three more
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chakras added to the original seven. We're going to talk about that. And also to coming up, I'm going
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to be doing spirit circles again. And next year, I'm going to be doing spirit circles again. And I am
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going to be doing like a, a different kind of live where you can call in and get readings. I'm work that
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is in the works that's in the works. So good things are coming because there is a monster in me that is
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waking up a good one that tells me I am, you are made for more. You are made for more. Keep going.
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You got this. So I love you guys so much and I will see you guys next week.
